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fool's errand

A cute guy messaged me on instagram 
I had never interacted with him before
The url equivalent of being approached at a bar 
He’s an artist 
Makes music 
Seems cool and fun
I messaged back
Because that’s what I’m supposed to do now
Be "open to the possibilities" 
Within a few back and forths
He said he wanted to get to know me
If I have the space for that 
I was glad he used that language 
It allowed me to be truthful 
About the fact that I really don't have the space 
I only gave him a two sentence response 
It still felt too honest 
But what I didn’t say 
Was that someone wanting to get to know me 
Feels invasive 
Feels impractical 
Feels empty 
Feels like a fool’s errand
Because it feels like
No one will ever know me
Like you do 

Comments

even if you tried to tell him everything about you in detail it’s impossible we all forget things so don’t worry

Rico Suave

thank you <3

Jasmine

That was beautiful

DeJay

🫀

Jasmine

🫰🏻😔

Skylor Beck


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