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Added 2025-12-15 17:15:19 +0000 UTCMy brother died. He's still here. Just out of sight, screaming like an asshole. You can only hear him inside the house. I know, because the neighbours don't complain. The way he screams, they would. Other times he laughs. At least when he's screaming it still sounds like he's him. Like his mind is still whole, wherever he is. The laughter is worse. But occasionally it lines up with something funny I've done. Like, I stubbed my toe, and when he started laughing I started laughing too. Only occasionally. The rest of the time it's terrible. I always used to think it would be better, to know what's waiting for us. But it doesn't sound great.
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