hello!

after all of that spam:

hello patrons !! soooo, basically... i'm back :)

i just wanted to say thank you to each one of you that supported me these months even if i didn't post a single thing (even if you simply forgot that you left the subscription on). i know some of you and a lot of my twitter followers were waiting for my comeback, which i find so nice of you, buuuut my comeback is gonna be rather slow. i want to be responsible and not overwork myself so this type of hiatus doesn't happen again, even if that means starting slow again.

i was struggling with a lot of anxiety and mental issues, i honestly don't know how to explain it. i never experienced such level of success in my life so my brain was trying to sabotage myself constantly, i really really thought i didn't deserve anything good that was happening to me, and that's a horrible way of thinking. it took me several months to finally see and remember all the effort i put in the last 11 years that i've been drawing, sometimes you really get so caught up in the numbers that you forget why you even started. also i was getting horrible sleep because i didn't have courtains in my room but i finally bought some (with your help actually) 8)

another thing was commissions. i'm gonna stop doing commissions as an active form of revenue for myself. commissions are extremely stressful for me, especially if they're the expensive type of commissions. i want to finally draw whatever i want, which is comics and fanarts of characters that you guys, my patrons, pick for me. i don't want to do this only for the money, i just want to draw cool tiddies.

anyways, i just wanted to vent here because i appreciate you guys and thought i owed you guys an update after all these months! ily guys i'll be seeing you all more often <3