realistic_lighting_overhaul

A little update

Added 2023-08-17 21:19:30 +0000 UTC

Well on the 21st I am off to a cardiology clinic to follow up on some findings when I was in hospital.

Apparently I had an "episode of SVT, with low qrs voltage in precordial leads".

I am not sure how long I will stay in the clinic but its been urgent cause my fainting episodes are getting really bad. I am at a point where I can't even stand in the shower or walk on concrete or steps/stairs in fear of falling and hurting myself.

I have already hurt my head a couple of times (small bruises) and one time my entire left side was hurting for a week cause i fell on my left side when I fainted.

The heart issue has also caused me to become home bound cause I can no longer drive a car. I am afraid of taking public transport because of all the standing and I don't want to faint in front of people. So my only method right now is taxi or ubering to places and that costs a fortune. So I basically stay home everyday and it does take its toll. It makes me depressed being stuck all the time, almost like im under house arrest.

Still I am trying to keep my spirits up and at least find out EXACTLY why I faint. I am certain its not related to the 8 tumors i have but never know.

I want to thank everyone for their continued support. It means a lot to me and helps me pay my bills and keep my stress levels down.