[R-18] Nadia

It's been days since i updated something, well the thing is... my friend need his tablet again (Which i borrowed a week ago and he needs the tablet again because his brother needs it sooner) and i had to find another replacement... again which took me quite some times but it's all good now, i have 2 or 3 friends who are not drawing anymore or having spare tablets so it's cool now! i borrowed another tablet from one of my close friends (Sadly he's no longer draws though) this time this tablet is mine... temporarily hahaha. (It's a pretty old Wacom Bamboo but it works)

So if you notice any quality change, it's because of changing tablets hahaha.

Anyway, since i'm currently home alone, i rushed up to draw this, i already have the urge to lewd her but didn't have the time or idea, but it's mostly because of my crowded house.

After i finish this, i'll be resuming commissions again which i always took so much time, this is why i never ask for down-payment because i'm really slow at working commissions, and this why i always asks clients first if there's any deadlines or not, i'm really tardy hahaha.
But i try to focus myself by doing it now, the problem for me with commissions is i'm worried about the quality and because of that i always got an artblock thinking: "Oh what should i do, is the client gonna like this?" "I'm afraid i don't have the knack to do this.." etc, i want to make sure that i produce a high-quality product so people didn't regret paying me, resulting a long time of thinking instead of doing the commissions itself, and i have an unscheduled delivery job currently but it doesn't take much time though.

On the contrary, i can go ham if i draw for myself (like this one) i don't really care about broken proportions, whack stuff, fails and such because it's for my own lust and needs, but commissions is a whole different things! people actually pay for it and i need to make them happy! so, please bear with me if i always took so much time doing commissions. :')

I'm gonna try harder now!