Blackmail 2
Added 2017-06-26 02:36:01 +0000 UTC1 down and 1 more to go for this set! Ughh man, if you all can recall, i've been exclaiming how i personally felt relatively unsatisfied with my recent works. Not even in the "unsatiated artist expression" kind of way, i mean like almost a catatonic kind of way. I actually got tense and perturbed about this feeling. I thought i wasn't working hard enough, or maybe i wasn't looking in the right direction if it wasn't the effort that was the problem, or maybe even just ignorance of certain fundamentals that i've forgotten, maybe even regimes or routines i've faltered upon, until finally i think i may have found out what may be the cause of this feeling.
After listening and reading up on certain outlooks and merits of what some familiarized people had to say, i think i may be oversaturated with my work to the point where i developed a kind of work habit stagnation. I hope this makes sense, it's also kind of the reason as to why i haven't responded to some messages for some time in other outlets that i've used aside from being difficult to get to everyone. Essentially what i'm trying to say is that i needed a flash break just to get my mind reorganized, cloudless and relaxed for some time. i know some of you really egged it on me to take a break and some of you are probably saying i told you so x) but man i think i really needed it. My mind is still kind of mucked up at the moment but hopefully it subsides. it's definitely feeling less scattered and piled thats for sure!
aghh anyway, i hope this isn't coming off as whiny or personal but i thought it's something worth sharing. hope you guys like the piece!
