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J*rk Off With Me on a Lazy Work Day [Real Org*sm] [Lots of Lube]

Once again I find myself overworked and needing to cum...

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Summary: Once again I find myself overworked and needing to cum...

Tags: [M4A] [Ramblefap] [Masturbation] [Moaning] [Lots of Lube] [Masturbator] [Minimal Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Intense Orgasm] [Overstimulated] [Whimpering]

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En's Weekly Thoughts:

I've had a sudden and slight influx of supporters from out of nowhere when I didn't post anything different to promote myself, so if you're coming over from whichever community is talking about me: Welcome!

Question for this week for y'all: How do you come to terms with someone you used to be close with just silently drifting apart from you and then just cutting you out of their life? I'm not naive enough to think that people absolutely need to be connected and stay friends forever once they meet, but there's something a little saddening obviously to think that someone I had a mutual sense of trust with would just ghost me out of nowhere, and it's hard not to take it too personally. I try to reconcile it in my mind as just a natural course of life -- people grow apart and it's nothing to do with each of the persons individually so much as just their whims changing with time.

The thing about being someone who makes content on the Internet where I imbue a lot of what I put out there with my own personality is that it's hard not to take certain actions from others as an indictment against me as a person. I promise I'm not letting these things get to me as much as it might seem with me talking about it -- I think I've just been reflecting overall on the friendships I've had in my life, and the quality of those friendships. I'm glad to be where I am now where I can be completely myself without any feeling that I'm just doing what other people want me to do. And I hope you can all live your lives that way as well, despite the fall-outs and the growing pains.

As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here! __________________________________________________________________
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There truly is nothing else to do but to keep moving forward, with that small little piece of that person you used to be close with to keep within you. Thank you so much for your thoughtful response, and I will try my best. I hope you're well!!!!!

Enrico Zenitani

Typing this out with a sex toy squelching in my ears is certainly something! But, to answer your question - I experienced it firsthand. We were friends for over a decade, and granted, we did not have an entirely good friendship. Lots of ups and downs. Lots of issues. But, after a while, we broke apart. We drifted away. In some part of me, I believe that maybe it was for the best - we are all different people when we first meet a beloved friend, and we usually leave the friendship entirely different. It's a truly sad experience to have someone you confide in walk away without as much saying a word; but I feel like it's the better option than just dragging it out. It's hard because as human begins, we crave connection, and losing one without much fanfare makes the hollow feeling start and the questions begin. So, how do you deal with it? You keep going. You keep a piece of the person with you at all times without even knowing it. You let the pain wash over you and then you keep going. One day, without even knowing it, you'll feel better. Not now, not in a few months, but one day. I'm glad you can be yourself with your audience, En, and it makes me happy knowing you have people who love you for your authentic self. Keep up the good work and don't die from overworking! ^q^

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