I want to share with you. There was too much stress and changes lately in my life and the last one was 7 year old relationships that are over now. It was something that totally ruined my weak mental stability. ( lots of reasons you know . War, relocation, army, did saw my family for 5 month already , loosing everything you lived for for past few years and more )
Thats why I didn’t post much lately.
At some point i wanted to drop everything but now i look back and realise how wrong i was. I have a doctor that heals and leads me now. He said i have to use 3 different types of pills for a year at least. I would like to keep details but it looks like i had this mental issue for a long time. It just turned in to a mess for past 5 month . Good news - pills will help me because it is not something that you can heal by talking with a psychologist on a couch .
Anyway, i feel much much better now . Feeling more focused on work. ( Finally I’m able to focus for more than 20 minutes ) I have a lot of ideas in my head and I don’t feel empty anymore. And i know that i will feel better and better each day.
I just want to say thank you for staying with me . I wish i could give you guys a hug. Some times i think about it before sleep. Internet is a good thing but yeah , i wish i could meet people that love my work in real life. Stay out from the shadow. I hope one day when the war is over and man can leave the country i will travel and meet some of you for a coffee.
P.S. M E G A N I S B A C K
Zek Min
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