Miki Hoshii photoshoot part 1

Hello my dear Patrons !

Sorry for the lack of news but my health has been once again taking a toll on me.  I've been receiving antibiotics injections for the past 8 days and the infection is apparently still there.  It's the same recurrent bladder infection and the antibiotics are having more difficulties to beat it each time the infection gets back... I'm trying every alternative remedies and plants I can find but nothing has been working so far ... so for now I'm waiting for the second round of test results to see if it's the same bacteria it was 8 days ago.

Oh! Remember when   I told you about having new leads to improve my health ? Well I was talking about a  therapy several doctors suggested to me throughout the last 4 years.  I stayed very unspecific when bringing this subject to you because at that time I didn't know where I could find such therapist. I finally found one and I will start the therapy on the 25 of august.

It's is called EMDR and it's a psychotherapy that enables people to heal from the symptoms and emotional distress that are the result of disturbing life experiences . I came up to the realization that my pains and symptoms may not be the only result of bacteria and viruses trowing a party in my tired body but also probably the result of high chronic stress and especially one coming from a small trauma I went trough when I was young.

(long story short:  Me and a handful of my comrades were sexually abused by one of my schoolteacher when I was 9)

Until now it had never occurred to me that it could be one of the multiple reasons my health (and also mental health) was so fragile and that it could be one of the triggering event to my chronic pains and my previous chronic issues ( anorexia, bulimia,  chronic panic attacks etc...)

Doctors have been asking me several times during the past years if I had gone trough something of the sort but  until now I had never connected the dots.  Now i'm ready to work on this part of my life and see what good it brings !

I'll do anything to get my health back to 100%, you know it :)

Well now some of you understand better why I have been so eager to denounce pedophilia over the past few months on my social accounts. :)

 
I had planned to do my next photoshoot   week ago but  as usual it didn't go that way.  As soon as I'm better we will go find a place to take my next cosplay pictures other than the city park since masks are now mandatory .


See you soon with better news ! Have faith, things will get better :)
And thank you for being here !

here have a sloth on a tree: