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Today is not my unbirthday ,

But my real birthday. I chose a pic of a day I was feeling quite good for the occasion.

Because reality is that I'm stuck home with that bloody gallbladder pain. And I even got my neck stuck in the process.
How? I guess it's related to my gallblader since the pain makes my muscles contract all over my chest and back area. It got to my upper back and when I went to an osteopath for help, he just made it worse... I also went to a new acuponctor hoping for some gallblader pain relief but I haven't seen any change yet..

( but hell the needles were really painful and I could feel my body reacting to them. )


It seems like April won't be THE month.
Fortunately there are still 8 months before the end of 2019 and I'm not forgetting my promise which is getting healed in 2109. I still have time !


for my birthday I also got the gift I offered to myself. Which was that Captain Marvel costume.... Well I knew it wouldn't be exeptional but man! I wasn't expecting it would be that bad. Especially for the price... Look at this joke!




Like, for real ???!:




I don't know how I'm gonna be able to make it fits ( it's not something you can fix easily especially in this case were there are so many parts and pieces) According to their measurement charts, I ordered a size an inch too tight for me because I was afraid it would be too big... As you can see. This is what they call XS.....
I could put 15 extra pounds in those pants... but the chest is small as f*** and I can't even bend my arms ( this is what I got on both arms after trying it...)





. The lining of the chest part even tore apart after I tried it ( and that piece is not even too small)
And I'm not even talking about the accessories...



So disappointed. Feels like I've been robbed out of my money.

So I don't recommend you buy anything from "Cosmanles".



Won't buy again.


WelI I know I must keep a positive attitude. Some days are just easier than others XD. I hope next year I will be at least able to spend my birthday with friends. Let's say it's just a matter of time.


See you my dear Patrons.

Today is not my unbirthday ,

Comments

A Very Happy belated Birthday to you, Clef!

Michael C.

Since I am a few days late, i can do nothing more than wish you a happy unbirthday today!

Steamboat Willie

Thank you ! Yeah it was a "it's make or break" buy. unfortunately it was a break XD . Like many Chinese cosplay stuff anyway. To answer your affirmation: it may fit but only from a certain distance and under dim light XD. I'm going to work on it anyway because I don't want it to be wasted money. I won't be able to improve the base suit much but I can customize the accessories and make them look less cheap. It won't be my best cosplay then but well with a bit of fairy magic , maybe it won't look that bad ^^ . Same with pain. eating only once a day for a month steamed vegetables /poultry and cereals made it go away last time. I guess it will be the same this time. I just need to stick to that diet for the rest of my life or it will start over again ><

Well all I can say is that they got Aries sign right 😁 and thank you !

Merci ! Et ca va finir par passer. Là je ne mange qu'une fois par jour des légumes à l'eau, un peu de poulet et des céréales. La dernière fois jai fait ça et au bout de 1 mois ça allait mieux. Donc à mon avis ça va être pareil. Le truc cest que limite je peux pas remanger normalement. direct ça recommence ><. bref.="" c="" cerise="" chose="" combinaison="" costume="" d="" de="" donc="" enfin="" faire="" fen="" g="" grand="" je="" jet="" l="" la="" le="" m="" mais="" malheuresement="" moins="" n="" oui="" par="" pas="" pense="" peu="" peux="" pire.="" porter="" pouvoir="" quand="" que="" rendre="" retoucher="" serait="" si="" sur="" tu="" un="" vais="" verras="" xd.="" ya="">

We thought about oddi dysfonction from the start but nothing to confirm it. Remember the only thing They could see was that my gallblader wasn't emptying itself correctly, and that's it. So it is just functional like the rest of my issues with my digestive track. But well , lyme disease is well known for causing functional issues. So don't try to hard. I'm not trying to find a new diagnostic here, but a solution :). And so far , plenty of time +restrictive diet seemed to be what's best. The thing is I can't afford to deviate from that restrictive diet or I'll face a new relapse... so frustrating. Eating only a few steamed vegetables and poultry/fish with some rice crackers forever... bleah, not looking forward to it. I'm only having some paracetamol / phloroglucinol when It's too much ( doesn't do much) and the more I stay away from the other meds the better I feel. Remember that I have become intolerant to most pain killers and meds. I prefere pain to the sides effects and allergic reactions to medications. Pain will pass. Hopefully acupuncture will work soon. And I have a photoshoot to do ! :) And lots of unbirthdays to come XD

Happy birthday! Sucks about the costume. I'm always afraid of buying clothes or costumes online because I never know if it'll actually fit. Hope the pain goes away!

(Don't) Call Me Angel

Dear Clef, I love the picture, but then who wouldn't. Tea with Alice, a sublime dream. I'm sorry that the day is unlikely to be the best for you, I hope there were some bright moments mixed in during your day - Aries, I might have seen that one... "Aries dives headfirst into even the most challenging situations (which is appropriate, since the body part associated with Aries is the head). Like their fellow fire signs, Leo and Sagittarius, Aries is a passionate, motivated, and confident leader who builds community with their cheerful disposition and relentless determination. These courageous rams are always armed and ready for battle. Aries is known for being upbeat, positive, and playful creatures who enjoy living life to its fullest." Recognise anyone in that description? This is the first day of the UK tax year, I hope so much that 2019/20 will be your recovery year. Take care and stay positive, Clef, you are a very special person and you deserve every special moment of your special day - Happy Birthday to you!

Même si tu es dans le dur en ce moment, je te souhaite un bel anniversaire ! J’espère que tu seras de nouveau sur pied rapidement ! Désolé que ton costume soit hyper décevant.. La tenue de Captain Marvel t’irait tellement bien pourtant 😭 Ce rôle est fait pour toi 😢 Courage, prend soin de toi !

Happy birthday! Hopefully next year's will be happier. In a complete tangent, a dormant brain cell may have flickered briefly to life... Did you, at one point, get diagnosed with sphincter of oddi dysfunction? I came across that term somewhere but I now can't recall where (hooray for gadolinium brain...). In any case, if I haven't lost my mind, it would fit with right upper quadrant/epigastric pain that radiates upward to the back and shoulder (not sure about the neck). Which would beg the question: did they ever give you anything to treat this? (Maybe a muscle relaxant of some sort or some kind of pain killer to relieve the spasm...not sure what they do). Regardless, I hope you can find some happiness this birthday!

May you have very happy un-birthdays the rest of the year!!!


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