Just a (blurry ) picture...
Added 2018-11-23 23:18:54 +0000 UTCTo tell you I'm not forgetting you're here waiting for an update , my dear Patrons.
I'm still struggling with my throat and breathing problem ( it has gotten slightly better though, especially if I stay warm) and with that injury in my stomach that woken up the pain I previously had in my right side for more than one year (and that had finally gone away just to come back stronger).
I saw an ENT ( ORLfor french people) but after 5 min examination he just told me he didn't know what my problem was , that I should see a lung specialist because my problem goes 1 inch below his area of expertise even though my throat and nose are stuffy and just gave me more anti inflammatory meds which are doing NOTHING.... . ( I hate modern medicine really!)
So for now I'm just waiting for my next appointment and for the pain in my left side to sooth. (and I have trouble to digest any little food I 'm still able to eat, once more....)
I want to do things but I can't find the courage and the energy to achieve anything. I have 3 photo shoots planned but can't find the strength to install my background and take the pictures, I'm sorry. I'm trying to put myself together and DO something despite the pain and lack of energy, it didn't stop me before !
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Lately I watched the New Chilling adventures of Sabrina on Netflix and I liked it. So since I need motivation I decided I would cosplay her.
I did a quick makeup test with my old C18 wig and a dress I had in my closet and I think it looks promising so I'll probably make the dress once I find my motivation back .
See you soon and take care.
Clef
