(Edit - apparently tiktok is back for USA so my sappy paragraph was for nothing HAHA but here it is still) This day was marked by the USA ban of tiktok and I'm very sad about it haha :,D Tiktok was what initially got my content out there, it's really the first place I ever felt free to express my love for this story, and my audience is predominantly American, so it's a really awful feeling. Instagram is thankfully where most of the content is, but I don't believe we'd be here without tiktok, ...
2025-01-19 17:07:05 +0000 UTC
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Born to be a scene kid, forced to live in 1950s Russia and get beat up for money T.T
The continuation of The Kostrov Traces Illustrations and this time we're at the very beginning of book 1, where we first meet Rick, or Kyran, as Kendle calls him, and learn about his job as a prolific street fighter. He's keeping a secret, though. A few different secrets from a few different individuals that are making this travel plan of his a lot more urgent than he may like it to be.
2025-01-18 14:57:53 +0000 UTC
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Long drawing process of the most recent post! It's so satisfying to watch it back maan, that linework took aaaages but it was so worth it haha <3
2025-01-17 17:35:20 +0000 UTC
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I kinda enjoy filming these colorpages speedpaints so far haha <3 they aren't as interesting to watch as rendered paintings are to me, but I find it super fun to see how many versions of texts I went through and stuff like that haha
I'm still animating the new vid, working on draft III and the TKT illustrations! I'm gonna switch to book I illustrations now since that's what I'm editing, so I hope you'll enjoy some angsty baby Rick content <3
ALSO ALSO, for everyone in the lo...
2025-01-17 17:33:57 +0000 UTC
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I've been internetless for a full day and when I tell ya I cannot do my job without the damn interwebs these days at all hahha I've been sucking the soul out of my mobile data just to download all the job files/respond to all the emails/send revisions - and I hope to god this upload survives now haha
I'm still working on the book illustrations BUT! I have also been wanting to do a longer Kostrov Traces animation for a while now, and since I've got a few animations lined up to post now,...
2025-01-14 20:57:33 +0000 UTC
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I'll draw Rick happy again, I promise, book 3 is just a lot of this and a lot of tears T.T most action that happens is really through flashbacks and the ending, so we'll see some younger Rick and Kendle soon too, but for now, I offer more of them <\3 I'll need to do quite a few of these recovery drawings for the beginning of book III so I'm kinda spacing them out to save my heartstrings from too much pain abchdbch
2025-01-12 20:34:58 +0000 UTC
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It's finishedd!! I'm still debating if I'll post this online or keep it just for you guys here until the books are published, we'll see <3 I'm planning on posting all the illustrations for the books here, so some are for sure gonna stay patreon only art
Grimport architecture is kinda confusing haha like FJ is kinda crouching on the floor here, but they basically never bothered to put barriers so people wouldn't nose dive into the canals by accident :,D diabolical but what can you do...
2025-01-10 21:58:03 +0000 UTC
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T.T My BABY
I'm gonna tear off my arm for the atrocities I've bestowed upon these poor people UGH
For some book context, this is the first half of book III when Rick is still actively dying for realsies this time and FJ has a full grief cycle experience all within like a month and a half. Once he finally has to step outside the hospital to just wail uncontrollably for a bit, Rick's crows recognize him, come and ask for food, and make everything like a gazillion times worse :,)
2025-01-08 16:57:33 +0000 UTC
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BOOK SNIPPET AT THE BOTTOM OF THE DESCRIPTION, FOR ANYONE INTERESTED! <3
I didn't check this one for stylistic errors in writing quuuuite yet, so it's not in our usual book excerpt format and some mistakes may occur, but I thought it was fitting since it's about the scene I'm making an illustration for :D
My least favorite thing about Rick and FJ from the book III is how disgustingly aware they are that something is seriously wrong the entire time. They're both grasping at s...
2025-01-06 16:33:29 +0000 UTC
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At long last, I can finally share these in their full glory <3
I LOVE doing comic-type illustrations like these, I'm gonna make more as soon as I get tired of running through the book illustrations haha :D
2025-01-05 20:26:02 +0000 UTC
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Some context - Rick was still grieving Loretta when he got shot at work. Now grieving his mobility as well, he got unjustly fired and backstabbed by the local authorities he worked for, and to top it off, his mother-in-law (who still believes Rick was the one who killed Loretta) tried to use his spinal injury to rekindle the custody case and try to take Maggie away from him and FJ. A nervous breakdown ensued (because honestly wtf is his luck) and he decided that fighting the Grimport corrupti...
2025-01-03 17:23:25 +0000 UTC
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Reminder to all, as well as myself: I got wrapped up in holidays and animating, BUT I shall share another longer book excerpt soon!!
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Kostrov Traces is just one long, continuous progression of Rick's shellshock and it's genuinely the most heartbreaking thing T.T And it's oddly difficult to draw, it's upsetting :,) He's a very expressive character, and usually he's very good at being kinda sassy and dramatic under stressful situations, but the ending man :( It's like his persona...
2025-01-02 14:41:54 +0000 UTC
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A full breakdown of our latest animation <3 I hope you enjoy it! I talk about some shortcuts and fun facts, some tips for TV Paint, and a bunch of other ramblings haha
2024-12-29 19:00:13 +0000 UTC
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Process renders of our latest little thingie!! I'm still so happy with the animation here <3 I hope you all enjoy this one as much as I enjoyed animating it <3
BTW an unecessary life update but my house almost caught on fire today?? I mean it DID catch on fire lol, we had an open flame that fucked up a corner with everything in it and nearly got to the curtains :,D There was also a very small flood a few days before Christmas too, my dog was diagnosed, I'm on a roll hahaha
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2024-12-29 19:00:08 +0000 UTC
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It is done! <3 It's a very simple super short vid but it lived in my head for a while, so I'm happy to finally have it out of my system :D
I started working on the first Kostrov Traces Illustration (the first one that I'm hoping to put in the books) so I'm gonna show you some wips of that, and I want to make some new merch thingies for the official merch drop since my merch colleague got some fancy new equipment :D I ended up postponing the official like merch post since it was Chris...
2024-12-28 19:39:18 +0000 UTC
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Now listen. Is this way too much work for a silly 5 second vid? Probably. Will I do it again? Likely... I like pain
Words cannot explain how happy I am with these 3D buildings yo, I love blender T.T <3 Like they ended up looking 50 times better than I expected them to! this is your sign to do shit outside of your comfort zone because this is my first time trying this specific technique and I fear I will never go back hahah
Anyway CONTEXT:
I've mentioned Rick's beef with ...
2024-12-26 00:09:51 +0000 UTC
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HAPPPYY HOLIDAYS to everyone who celebrates <3 I hope you're all having a fun time and enjoying your favorite foods, media, people, pets, WHOEVER <333
I had just a brief few moments for this thing today between the family time and a bunch of other thingies, so I'm offering you the backgrounds as they look rn!! The point of the video is still not here so the joke is not landing but I hope my backgrounds are at least pretty hahah
I've tried this 2D looking 3D backgrounds thing...
2024-12-24 23:18:47 +0000 UTC
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Colorpages are suuper fun to see in full length ngl, I kinda like watching them back! Especially the finishing touches aahh <3
2024-12-22 22:10:03 +0000 UTC
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Colorpage speedpaint! I never used to record these since I felt they were kinda too self-explanatory, but I actually think they're quite fun to look back on! the linework is always super satisfying to watch back <3
I'm also done with the animation for that new vid, but I'm currently fighting with the backgrounds haha, I'm kinda experimenting to see what works so we'll see how it goes. Honestly no Idea if it'll even look good or if I'll have to find a new solution, but we'll see!
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2024-12-22 22:09:46 +0000 UTC
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Ok so you won't get what's happening just now cause the background is a big part of the joke in this vid, but it'll be like a 2D/3D mix probably, so it's not here yet haha, so you just get Rick being pretty for the camera for now xD
It'll be just a silly little vid about the billboards catastrophe where he maniacally bought like a bunch of Grimport billboards to fuck with his neighbor at some point in Fiasco Elite - You'll see, I promise it'll be at least mildly amusing haha
Also ...
2024-12-19 18:23:54 +0000 UTC
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Rick up there on that railing cursing every single person who ever contributed to the horrific Grimport layout T.T Thank god for the cars and random people that owe Rick lives/money so they do shit for him when he asks 'cause the many stairs in Grimport are genuinely a work of a cruel society. It's just one of the many symbolic ways to say "this place is not human-friendly but a corrupt corporate hell" and sadly hoverboards and good prosthetic legs were not yet made at the time </3<...
2024-12-17 19:36:50 +0000 UTC
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I'm testing out potential rendering styles for book illustrations! I'm not sold on this one but we shall see, it's kinda sorta how I draw my tattoos and the type I feel fits the vibe of the books, but I gotta draw a few more tests before I settle on anything. For now, I think I'll go back to the usual colorpages-style, just make it black and white, and mix it with this stylized rendering ❤️
I'm basically planning on making the hardcovers have these red accented illustrations, and l...
2024-12-15 20:40:25 +0000 UTC
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Ahh ok I'm back to being alive :,D Super sorry for a quiet five days, I was genuinely too dead because of that brief fever situation I've been having to function at night when I usually work on these, but I am back, and this is finished!!
I really like this one, it's really simple, it's fun, it's super sweet, they both slay, and it's a cute throwback to the timeline reel of Rick I did a few years ago that was really the first time I've gotten some eyes on this story T.T <3
I h...
2024-12-14 21:55:32 +0000 UTC
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Toodles!! T.T detESTABLE man (he's too adorable for this world, that's why he turned evil)
One of the main things I really hope people get from the books is confusion about whether we should like and support Rick or not, tbh I don't want anyone to think he's awful but I don't want them to think he's super great either, I want us to have to sit around the table and discuss him like a jury trying to dissect a murder case and then, and only then, will I consider my duty fulfilled lmao
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2024-12-08 17:30:32 +0000 UTC
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Yaas I managed to finish the keyframes!! I love Maggie so much y'all, she's like my little sarcastic outlet in the books haha <3 She's actually a healed person that went through traumatic events but had a loving family, specifically a loving psychologist dad who put her through intensive therapy after her mom died, and thus produced the most emotionally mature, confident young woman and I looove her attitude <3
I don't talk about her as much since she's comparatively the least dr...
2024-12-07 21:02:31 +0000 UTC
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Some snapshots from the ice comics <3 I love them a lot!! Gonna be posting them in full in a few weeks, but until then have these :D
I'm nearly done with the keyframes for the new animation so I'm hoping to share that maybe tomorrow if I polish it enough, but I'm also in a dire need to figure out my book illustrations style. I'll likely make a few portraits and some tests to figure something out!
The book covers are gonna be the usual rendered style but I need something similar...
2024-12-06 20:40:02 +0000 UTC
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Yooo I'm meega sick :,D super sorry for the delay with content this week, I've gotten some random fever and have been scraping for ways to survive (and not doing a very good job at it haha)
I'm working on a new vid which will be a very cute Maggie and Rick throughout the ages type thing that I've wanted to do for soooo long now, but it'll likely take me another day or two to line it all enough to make it readable to anyone that isn't me haha so I'm offering you this first shot for now i...
2024-12-05 16:31:38 +0000 UTC
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Here it is <3 My babies!! I love them sm and I love this drawing, so I hope you'll enjoy it :,D
I actually had no idea what to do with the background when I first started haha. I left this sitting for like MONTHS before I picked it back up, but I'm soo glad I did <3
2024-12-01 21:03:19 +0000 UTC
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<3 I have such a soft spot for this drawing I cannot even tell ya <3 I hope you enjoy the speedpaints!
2024-12-01 21:01:59 +0000 UTC
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It's finished!! I gotta add the texts still but it's pretty much done, and I'm very much in love with it, it's very cute T.T I also finished those colorpages! I'll share a few snippets from them in a few days, but I'm finally finished with all the WiPs I had around again and thus, we shall do something new next hehe (and I'm hoping I'll do something else besides Rick and FJ man, you'd think the entire books are just about them T.T we need to see other characters soon haha)
I have 2 vids...
2024-11-29 22:47:38 +0000 UTC
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