On Friday I'm taking the train to go on the opposide side of my country. Friends invited me for their little girl's baptism. I'm happy and a bit worried at the same time. Happy because I'm finally going on a trip of my own after 2 years of not going anywhere by myself, I'm happy because I'll see my friends , because it will be sunny, because it will be a lot of fun, because I love traveling by myself, and I'm a bit worried because my right side ( biliary ducts as usual) hurts a lot and I hope it won't worsen. Other than that I'm sure everything will be okay. If I get tired I know I'll be able to rest somewhere and if I get a panic attack or something like that , I know how to handle it. My friends never stopped inviting me to their events and I thank them a lot for that. Because I have never wanted not to go. When I don't go it's not because I don't want to but because I can't. A lot of people don't get any more invitation after a certain time when they have an illness but I always insisted after my friends and asked they keep inviting me until I'm able to go :). And they complied :). When you know someone ill, showing you still believe in them is important. And if you are ill and your friends show you they believe in you, make then know it's really appreciated :) I'll try to post some pics over there. It's a place in France I've never been before ! Can't wait ! ;)