I started this costume 3 years ago. Just before getting too sick and keeped working on it slowly when my body would allow it. Sometimes I though I wouldn't not recover enough to wear it.I had it hanging on my door in my room and often looked at it imagining the day I would wear it. I have a story with Tinkerbell. When I was working as a character at Disneyland Paris , I was dying to get a fitting to be a Tink and Alice face character. But they never allowed me to even try. I have been told I was ugly , too small, or that I didn't even look like Tinkerbell. Which I knew wasn't true. Especially in the last movies I recognize myself so much in her. And I found this artwork from @Doodlelust ( on insta). I fell in love with it straight away as I was looking for new Tinkerbell cosplay ideas. And here it is. 3 years later. Finally. ^^Well Im not wearing it for a convention but I hope I'll.I'm tired and I feel like I'm going to cry because of the exhaustion but I'm happy ! I was able to do 2 photoshoots in a week. I hurt everywhere because of fibromyalgia but my levels of energy are completely different from just 3 months ago. I didn't even get a single panic attack !I still have a lot of issues but if it doesn't stop me from doing what I love the most then I'm fine with it :) .Next step : going to see my dad which means traveling by myself which I haven't done for 2 years and then going back to conventions: A full day of convention wearing a light cosplay. I'll probably try around September if my health keeps improving at this current rate :) I'll probably need a few days of proper rest to recover from these intense past 5 days ( for an chronic ill person) and then I'll try being more productive ( If everything keeps going the good way) I'll let you know. :)Thank you so much for following me and supporting me here and on Insta/ Facebook.I'm here today because of you ! Because you all believe in me ! ( I guess that's because I'm a fairy?^^)
(Don't) Call Me Angel
2018-06-23 06:22:45 +0000 UTC