Hello my dear patreons. After 2 weeks of hell, I got a day off of pain and took the opportunity to try my home made studio ( since I can't get out to make pictures)
I took some casual pictures I'll show you during the next days. I did this especially for Patreon. Patreon is one of the only thing that makes me fight more than I would if I only had a facebook page. Each day I wake up telling myself : I must do something for Patreon.
You may find this stupid. But I need this motivation to not let down. I know you are here and that you are supporting me with money, so I must provide content. It makes me keep fighting.
I also did the acquisition of a kitty cat. She is also a reason for me to try and get up everyday. I need to force myslef to be here for her and to be here for you. It helps me.
After this photoshoot, I couldn't get up for the whole next day. My body was limp and my brain was having like electric attacks. Today I feel drained but I'm happy I took theses pictures. I'm still here, I'm still alive, I'm still fighting. And you are one of the reasons I do.
Thank you.