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FINALLY the extra holiday update 😭 Thank you for your patience! And for your support as always 

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Howie you sweet gentle giant 😭♡

Amtonril

Just a little critique as a fellow artist. Their penises attachment to their bodies is a little to high they would be a bit lower. Where they are now is more where the pubic triangle should go. Love the story by the way long time member.

Carla Halterman

Samee.

Arii

« Whatever you want. Or nothing. » will be my downfall fr

Archi Sussy

I'm so in love with this manga

Danielle Coleman

HES SO PASSIVELY CALM AAAAAA IM DYING WITH THIS ART AND THE PLOT AND EVERYTHING ITS JUST HERMOSO!!🐆🔥

Melmelb

im gonna throw up I love this comic so so so so much

riftancalypseswife

My heart!

Jamie13

MY HEART HAS THE WARM FUZZIES THEYRE SO PRECIOUS

mollysue

Or nothing he said 😭 so healing and sexy I can’t stand it Bittie 😩

Danielle Taylor

How sweet !!!!!

Julie

I love rereading from the start for the sole point of enjoying Howie's POV. Those first few chapters really made us love Howie for his personality and tenderness before the romance even started.

KronicKay

the hottest, most superior kink: clear communication!! these bitches gay, good for them

charlie

im glad howies no longer stressed out over whether sooch is attracted to him or not so they can have this moment and take the time they need 🥰🥰 cmon secure attachments! 🗣️🗣️🗣️

xel

an extra update?? you are too good to us 🥰🥰

xel

Oh gods, I'm tearing up 🥹. They are so good. That is some connection there, and so healthy. No expectations of things going one way or another, just being comfortable and safe with each other.

Cynthia Smith (Dex)

My god, Howie has the patience of a freaking saint! He and we have been waiting FOREVER for this. I hope it all goes well for our boys.

DDonovan

Remember Howie used to wear pants so Sooch didn’t see his legs and like the “masculine” proportions of his body yeah imma kms

Hadara Penaloza

The fact that they’re just sitting there…naked!! and just comfortably talking about their fears and worries ugh I’m so proud of them

Hadara Penaloza

Thank you for blessing us with extra pages! I just love seeing the level of trust they have for each other here. Howie is so respectful I love them both so much 😭

Andie

WAHOOO extra update 😊

Lucia Mulcahy

I love how they always communicate regardless of the situation. It’s nice to see.

Zay_zay09

Love my boys!!

Melissa Webber

I love that howie can give sooch exactly what he needs right now. This is because howie had a great experience with his first time and now he’s able to give sooch the reassurance he needs 🥺✨

mixhelle

meeee toooo

rub

Howie is so caring and the consent king. I love their communication! ❤️

SeaSci

so excited to see what he does!

carley

Kimmi I love you 😫

Olivia McKelvey

Precious

Pulley D

We love communicative, consenting kings

SilentGAY

Sooch is such a lucky guy, Howie is so fricken handsome and loves him so well 🥰

Thekatiemarie

This is so heart warming ❤️❤️

Talia Cowan

So sweet and loving. Howie is such a good guy!

Scott Argo

SO REAL

Siri

Awwww i fuckin love this. Sooch being unsure and howie comforting him is everything

Hoodwink

Me toooooo

Ximinnie

I saw the update in my email and had to go find a corner to go read it in at work lol

Virginia

lol full blown bathroom break to read it

Mo

Communication is hot as fuck

Diego P

God I love this freaking comic, have since the beginning, was one of the first bl’s I started reading. I love the communication and the tenderness between them. I’m gonna reread the entire thing to hold me off for the new chapters 💜

Haylie

Love the mix of spice AND sensitivity. Such a difficult place to be when you’re so eager and so nervous at the same time. I think it’s nice that Howie got his “huge giant guy” out of the way to confirm for himself and Sooch that they both really wanna be here. A conversation just makes sense for these two. While I hope it doesn’t just stop because Howie is super vulnerable rn but a slow down and confirmation makes perfect sense.

Kris

🥹😭 muh hawrt!! 🩵🩵

Tia

🤣🤣 *me, also gay* Man, I wish they were real too 🫂

Insaner

Howie is just so perfect 😍

Raeoflight 143

I live for realistic healthy relationships 😭💕

Littl3Gr3mlin

Howie is the most tender character I’ve ever read about in a story

SnowWrite

I thought it was my birthday for a second. I love Howie straight up asking what Sooch is thinking and Sooch being honest of the nerves, sense we all know they’re there 🥺 I’d be nervous too once I saw Howie with his socks off 🤭🫠😏

Amelia Rector

The communication I love it 😭❤️

Tay

This is what those modern Korean and Japanese porn that try to pass off as BL/Yaoi comics need: 1} respectful partners 2} actual communication 3} A GOOD STORYLINE 4} to know that explicit sex for five or more pages every chapter/explicit sex over three to five longform web chapters every five chapters IS NOT NECESSARY Mad respect to our author for keeping it classy and making it to twenty arcs before the sex scene. Yes, this is going to be a chapter, but the whole comic was building up to this moment. I'm good with this.

KnittedChaos

They are perfect for each other 💕

Soledad Parra

HOWIE IS SO PATIENT 😩❤️🥹🙏🏻

Leaf

They have become real to me too after reading the comic all these years 😭 we are flies on the wall 👀

nanners

I’m so in love!!!

Crystal

This makes me laugh bc I was legit like.. After these last panels.. It's okay if y'all just wanna cuddle and sleep.

Amber

How can you not love Howie?! Gods “whatever you want to do or do nothing” what a perfect response!

Sara Kristen

COMMUNICATE YOUR FEELINGS!!!!!

David Perry

The sweetness in how Howie treats him with respect and all not pushing them to rush things. 🥰🥰 The communication is amazing!!! Los adoro!! 🥰 Casey swooning for Howie.

Hazul120

Communication is so sexy!!

JayBird

Me too. I’m like wait. My sleep deprived mind is losing track of time again. 😅

Hazul120

THE WAY I SCREAMED, ALSO I LOVE THEM ❤️ 🥺 communication is so good!!!

Insaner

We love whatever you want or nothing!!! I love when a partner knows when to and not to be pushy ❤️❤️❤️

Zombi3qu33n

I just keep looking back at this whole interaction and I need to know what happens next!!!!! Auuuuuugh!!! What that thang dooooooo???

Vyaoi

Girl literally 🫡 I stepped into the office and saw this update 👀 I was just kind of sneaky about looking at it so my boss didn’t see hahah

Goose

This is the most healthy and communicative relationship I’ve ever seen in any media. Period. So realistic and beautiful

Goose

Man I got so confused about what day it is lol

glhw

COMMUNICATION!!!!

Anna Elgersma

Omg too cute, love that they are comfortable and can talk about these things with each other without feeling weird about it... consent and communication is key💚🥹 love how Howie is so understanding and gentle with Soochie, probably why Soochie is so soft and open with him in return

Jessmich

This is so sweet I’m gonna vomit

Ziry

Love the communication. The degenerate side of me also hopes Sooch doesn't blue ball Howie 😅.

PandaRAWR

Love the communication! But please, Sooch, don't choose to do nothing lol

Mari

My heart 😭😭😭

Jennifer Brothers

🥺💕

𐐪𓂃 haven

Ugh their communication is so good. This is what people mean when they say consent is sexy!

Rachael Pavlik

I am very much enjoying this story, so thank you! I wanted to make a comment on the drawing that I thought could be helpful: When I’m trying to draw bodies and there are limbs and other things that cut across the body in some way, I try to imagine how it would look if the limb was missing and then draw the limb over that, especially when people are positioned in a way I am not used to. Like in the first page in the last frame, both of their backs would likely be shaped differently if the arm wasn’t there. It really helped to make my drawings more proportional. I hope I wasn’t overstepping by saying this! I really enjoy your story and look forward to how their relationship develops!

HoneyB

👏🏾COMMUNICATION👏🏾 we love u kimmi

Jade

You're not alone 😂😂😂 I was confused for a sec

Kumiko Misaki

The fact that my body literally woke me up on my day off because it sensed there was an update...

Rory

I love how patient and understanding they are with one another.

Erica Carboy

EXTRA UPDATE?!

Shiftysphynx

❤️

Eserri

I will never not be patient for this artist this comic is too good 😭✨

Edith

why am i here blushing and kicking my feet in the air lol

Drew Barryhoe

I paused the ZB1 video I was watching for this, I hope you know how special this comic is to me

Max

Excuse you Howie, but how come you're the greenest green flag ever? 💚 love the communication between them.

buluu3490

I was literally thinking "Man, I wish it were Saturday" JUST as I got the notification.

Frankie Millcarek

Kimmi! Ofc when I’m in a meeting! 😭

Pheobe Jackson

They’re so cute 😭

Jenn

Howie is such a green flag. 🥹

MelaConfi

ily fr

Frb

SAME. I even check the calendar 😂😂😂

MelaConfi

Was not expecting! 😭thank you!

Inez Martinez

I have butterflies from that cheek brush. Jeez Howie

Kakogene

LMAOO

Daisy

I thought I had time jumped to Saturday 😵‍💫

Laurisa Bacon

Pump this into my VEINS

Gill Bean

Why do I feel like I'm invading their privacy? 🙃

Natalie Rodriguez

Giirrrrrl! No you did not just bless us today!!! 😭😭😭😭 Thank you!!

DarkVio

I don’t need my coffee to energize me. This is what I need everyday @7 in the morning. 😆💖

Whalien52

I saw the notif and thought I was hallucinating 😫🎉🎉🎉

Misa

Most consistent author ever🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

channelle taylor

i wish gay people were real 😢

mort

This is such a wonderful surprise!! They are just so cute together and yay for the communication!! Howie always doing everything to make Sooch feel comfortable. 🥰🥰

Patrick Pettengill

MY ENTIRE HEART

AlexLBJD

That’s so real

Nira Ashley

I've been working for like 10hr straight to finish a project but you can bet your ass I grabbed my phone as soon as I saw "Kimmikala"

odditto

Bro same LOL

Lemo Dayekh

Fuck me, Howie is the absolute best. He's the best boyfriend, best human. I can't even.

Vyaoi

omgggg<3

Krissy

They're so in love that I'm in love

Buff Yoda

they are so sooo sweet oml 😭😭

Bloop

YAY I clicked the notification so fast lmaooo

Jade

Your pfp 👀

Trash

Guysss, the communicationnn

Buff Yoda

best part of the day 💙

Mariah

AHHHH THANK YOU 🙏🏽 🙏🏽

Bloop

🥹

Gumko

We've been blessed 🙌

Trash

Never clicked so fast. I was NOT expecting these pages today hehe!!!!

Mads Green

The way I JUMPED to read.

Biologygirl

I didn’t even get a notification I just knew

Daisy


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