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M 21.25 - 21.26

It's only by the grace of god that I finished these pages on time 😭

For those of you who are newer, there's a small group of people who are patrons just because they enjoy the story, and are not interested in viewing anything explicit. I censor mature pages for them, but you can swipe through the post if you want to see the uncensored pages.

I wasn't sure how to censor though lol, so I just whited it out? I thought cropping the panels would be too much.

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Comments

Damn 🔥🔥

Eli Granados R

This is so good and the eyes never liessss🐆🔥🔥🔥🔥

Melmelb

lightsabers are a classic choice

stinky

it’s the looking at him into his eyes as he does it that kills me. whew

riftancalypseswife

I'm here for all your beautiful art and the uncensored fun. You're work is truly wonderful and I've been a fan for freaking years! I love how natural and beautiful your story and art are thank you. From one writer to another

Jamie13

Ah yes lightsabers 👌

UMRN

what a refined palette u have 🥂 a true connoisseur 🤌🏾

xel

Ikrr I'm rereading and ugh it's so good 🙌🏻😤💗

𐐪𓂃 haven

I JUST BE A PATRON AGAIN AND AHHHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW!!!!

Leaf

I love this vintage of Whine. Such lovely tannins, and I believe I'm detecting notes of Needy, and touch-starved? And maybe a hint of submissive bottom?

PinkiePi

Not surprised at all the Sooch is vocal. I'm hoping Sooch will want to return the favor 😏

Darwin

I love their faces in the last panel. Beautiful.

AJ

Howie is so happy

Pieter Hoebeke

Houston, we have no problems.

Leo Julian

The way you draw expressions is just...WOW. ❤️❤️

kozmicdonut

I just want one more chapter please!!! It’s so close like finally lift off!!

Jolene

I have expired

Jenna Thomas

Howie's neck is huuuge

Jered Aitken

I’m so happy for them fr,, I been reading this series for like 6 years! Its such a good slow burn >:3

Jelli Fleeger

Edging us so good 😭

J.K. Hogan

I love the lightsaber dick censor 🤣

Helesia

Howie looks so in awe of Sooch (in disbelief he gets to have sooch like this fs) 🥹

kittyminhos

Oh my god too

_Faust_

This just became the best night ever!!!

Darkside

spicy spicy spicyyyy

Hoodwink

size difference is really size differencing

MoTheGhost

Oh my god the ✨whine✨ 🥵

Jane Boggs

Now every time I think or see something naughty I’m going to have “the dirty” in nice little Ariel font plastered across it in my mind. Like TM 😂

Jane Boggs

EVERYTHING IS JUST CHEFS KISS 👩🏽‍🍳 💋 YOU ARE SO TALENTED OMYGOD INDEED AAAHHHH

Laura YUC

Good ole yaoi lightsaber dicks. 😆 That's usually how most artists do it so i think you're fine. Oh how fast i swiped tho 😂😂

J.K. Hogan

Wow It’s happening 😏😝

Zombi3qu33n

Howie just happy to be here, and not thinking he’d get this far at the same time 😩😮‍💨😂

Gaby

Me

RAD

You can always censor the whole page and put “the dirty” in nice little Ariel font, hope this helps 👍

Ms Ap3 Draws

Yes!!!!

MessusMinnow

ive waited all day for this (had to go to work RIGHT as it was uploaded) and omg it was so worth the wait !!!!!

zion

to censor it, you should draw a really detailed eggplant

mort

The eye contact 🌶️🌶️ 🤤

Skeeter

Ahhhh I love this for them I hope howie get some touching too boy is touch starved and in heaven rn

Ash Bash

The wait just feels longer and longer each week. I binged the whole story again and I can’t take it!

Raeoflight 143

The fucking WHINE

Littl3Gr3mlin

😭😭😭 "oh my god" is right Howie ahh, it keeps getting steamier!

Geniesis

Seriously I felt that. His hands are huge. I’m like 🤔 that would feel fantastic. 😮‍💨 What a journey.

Hazul120

Loving the story progression :). Not sure if the whiting out will be enough for Webtoon and Tapas when they get to this point in the story though. You may need to crop the panels when it gets to that point. They've cracked down on it pretty heavily to the point some stories I've been reading only have text on some pages and no visuals as they got flagged even on the sfw versions

DragonsAura

Their FACES 😥😥🥵🥵😍😍 I’m absolutely obsessed with these pages And I’m absolutely thrilled at the growth. At the beginning Sooch wanted no part of this, then Howie never thought they’d be here, and now we’re here and they’re both in awe of where they are

Tiffany

Howie is living his fantasy rn🤭

Cj Taylor

I recently learned about that stuff. I thought everyone felt that way!

theo

Idk if it was your intention, but I just love Sooch's demisexual journey to get here! I recently caught up with the story (I've been reading since 5-ish ys ago), and I remember how at first I didn't know how it was gonna work, because I didn't know asexuality was a spectrum at the time, and not everyone needed to experience sexual attraction right away... I just love how Sooch slowly falls in love, and how that affects the way he sees Howie physically as well. It's so well depicted! As a graysexual myself, I appreciate it so much!

Peftasteria

I just wanna be in the middle 😭

Non-binary Pineapple

Same !!!!

Julie

One part of me is just going "WOOOO!!" for them, and the other is so happy for Howie who really truly did not expect to get here with Sooch :) <3

Katie

You have no idea how much time I’ve spent staring at these panels…..

Olivia McKelvey

White out best censorship 👌

emmapowley_x

Ok ok ok I was just rereading the whole comic and whaddaya know... Chapter 2 straight from Howie's mouth: "It's not fair to him. Not when he doesn't know what I'm thinking whenever I touch him. I'm supposed to be his friend. And it isn't fair to me, since the more I touch him, the more I want him." Howie, BABE. He knows now and he wants you too!! 😍😭😍😭

AngelShoes

IN 👏🏾 TER 👏🏾 COURSE

Chey

How is it that I don't have a penis and yet somehow I can "feel" how awesome it would be to have Howie's gigantic hand around it 🙈 Oh My God, indeed.

Mm-ft

Size difference bout to be crazy

Cas

“Oh my god” is right, Howie! 😫

Tia

Sweet n cute, love them

Lora

They are so sexy and sweet! I can’t! 😭 We finally got here y’all!! So happy for the boys 🥹💗

Andie

Alright, which one of you guys shit my pants?

Kennedy

They needed this, lmao. Good for them

ableaelle

THE WHINE?! Oh my gawd?! *hyperventilating*

kitty

Overslept and woke up with a gasp because I realized it was updated

Katharos_Meraki

We got there!!

Diego P

Oh my oh my oh my AHHH I feel like I should be covering my eyes..but I’m still peak. It’s so intimate I love it 😩 your art is amazing.

ғᴀᴅᴇsʜɪ •

I kind of can’t believe we’re at this point. It’s surreal. I’m ambivalent about the explicit stuff, because they’re my little cinnamon rolls that I’ve loved and rooted for all this time. Argh.

DDonovan

Howie is losing it, he’s too hypnotized by Sooch and his reactions, it’s so hot but so cute too.

Holly A.

AHHHHHHHHHH I AM DEDDD

Whalien52

And his wiener is a thruster!

Umbrathor

LOL

Umbrathor

I love how expressive their facial features are. Like Howie's eyebrows alone deserve an Oscar or something... Also shout out to the little wet spot on Sooch's underwear

SynapseError

Sooch being a consistent titty bi is everything. ALSO IM DYING THEY LOVE EACH OTHER 😭

Insaner

THE LIGHT SABERRRRRR

june

🚨🚨🚨 HES A WHINER 🚨🚨🚨

Gianna

To the Author, - your hand drawing is exquisite. I am so mesmerized by the placements, holding, etc. just at an AWWW 😍😍😍

Nikkie Viera

No no no. But the whine and the little thrust from sooch.. howies gonna pop

Jordyn Probst

AHHHHHHHHH IM LOSING MY MARBLES

alyssa gabriell

AHHHHHHHHHHHG

alyssa gabriell

👆 exactly

ell

No because I completely forgot about the update and I just woke up and saw a notification on tapas so I RAN

Sap

Stay strong Howie

Sakur@

Howie’s “oh my god”— we are right there wiTH YOU SIR!!! 🫣😳

Nello

Oh my god indeed

Cas

I know we've been spying for a while, but NOW I feel like I'm intruding on them aaaaahh 🙈🙈🙈

eveymarrie

Every update I quite literally fight the urge to do this all over again and reread it from the beginning. That's how LOVELY your work is 😔❤️

Teri Hano

HUSTON WE HAVE FULL CONTACT

Jenn

LMAO

Teri Hano

SOOCH 😭😭😭

Teri Hano

Also... CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW BIG HOWIES HANDS ARE???

Lagiacrus

I 100% Binge it over again regularly

Lagiacrus

Hes mind blown while sooch is just living in the ecstasy

Lagiacrus

Ecstasy sooch is KILLING ME

Lagiacrus

LIGHTSABERS CONNON

Nicholas

Howie’s reaction is so good and so perfect with the story.

Rachael Pavlik

Honestly, every time we get an update like this (which I genuinely love because it shows a healthy relationship and how to deal with things in a healthy way) I really get the urge to binge your whole series again for the x-th time 😅 Thank you so much for all your hard work Kimmikala! I love everything about it, and mostly that there is so little self-made drama about nothing which is so common in BL-Stories. Not to say there is no drama at all, but it's all very realistic without he-said-she-said-bs. Tldr; love it, thank you! 😊

Tiayra

I know! As soon as they updated the app I realized that this was gonna be a problem 😒

Kimmikala

Anime nose bleed!

Jessica Shontz

Oh my god, they're so hornyyyy! Howie looks like he's dreaming, Sooch looks like he's gonna pass out from pleasure haha This is all so hot and sweet at the same time! And your anatomy drawing is simply perfect!! And Howie's "oh my god" was one of the hottest parts of this entire scene!! 🥵🥵

Mari

Thanks for all your hard work Kimmikala!! ❤️❤️ We appreciate what you do, I love this comic 😍

Ms.Hellsing

WHINE?! 👹👹👹

Ziry

Please sir.... Can I have some more?? -lil Timmy voice-

Jessica Torchia

OMGOMGOMG!!!

Nixx Torres

Oh my god indeed 🫣🥵

Amelia Rector

Absolutely love these pages and I’m not one of the people who who voted for the censored version but the new patreon layout on the app kinda defeats the purpose? They have a preview of all 5 images when u open the app so I can see sooch jr pretty clearly 🥲

Daisy

I love how they look at each other 🥺🫶

sorcha

Sooch allowing himself to experience Howie’s full expression of his love is the moment we’ve all been waiting for. So beautiful and tender.

Scott Argo

There are MANY reasons I read this comic! One of the top reasons is the EXPRESSIONS! I have read alot of comics and none come close to the way you draw expressions. I can go multiple uploads with no words in your comic because I lose none of the story. You are AMAZING! (Still waiting for this comic to be print. I REALLY want this in print so I don't forget how amazing the story is.)

Courtney Barkley

Make sure you crop/remove for webtoons when they get there. Don't want you punished for this. Side note OMG IT'S HERE HOWIE YOUR BOI LOVES WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO HIM AHHHHHH. SOOCH IF YOU'RE COMFORTABLE DOING SO RECIPROCATE THE LOVE!!!!🥵😝🥰

Anna Elgersma

Howie is one more bad thought away from going lift off with his pocket rocket beneath him!🥵😆

Lawrence

One (of many) thing(s) I love about this is the kiss in the middle, the eye contact, which are both lovely and help to check consent and reactions.

Mistral

ASAAKJRGAO!!!!!! ITS HAPPENING!!!!!!!!

Cheshire_smile

Howie is gonna implode any second ☠️☠️☠️

Jade

The whine and thrust👀 that oh my god, yup this was long time coming and I am here for it

Jessmich

Personally I think Howie will be a service top and Sooch will be a power bottom but I’m excited to see what happens no matter what they do!

Angie

Djdjdjd fr I was holding my breath

Stacie Melendez

Howies facial expressions gets me EVERY TIME

Stacie Melendez

Well I'm having a good morning now!!!

JGunn3

That "Oh my god" shouldn't give us butterflies, but here we are 😳

buluu3490

Howie’s reaction is the same as me

Frb

Also between Sooch’s face last week and Howie’s this week- 🥵 they’re both so good looking omg.

Biologygirl

This has been a long time… *coming*

foggyguy

Man, you think about how many ways Howie has dreamed of this moment...

Brendon Bradley

everyone, remember to BREATHE🫣

maria_yah

Sooch whined! 😭😭😭 I love this but I feel like I really hate myself for following this so closely every week. It's like Kimmi is edging/teasing us every week with these random small pieces of gold she delivers and I always have to fill the void she leaves by reading a bunch of other stories until the next week.

DarkVio

OMGGGGG

Ximinnie

Such good artwork, I love it. And appropriate size, too! Some BL fic is so unrealistic.

Mistral

Same!

Bee

Ah, people have different preferences, it's nice that the author tries to cater for them.

Mistral

Sooch whined- I'm deceased (in a good way)

𐐪𓂃 haven

squish squash applesauce

theo

Wow!!! What a journey this has been, I’m definitely ready for the x content 🤣

David Perry

As one of the only censored panel enjoyers, just know I appreciate you!!!

joy

Does anyone else have the thought of like… not feeling entirely confident on who’s gonna bottom first? Lol Howie is just amazing like that

Zaj

we've come a long way my friends 😇

yasmine

It's a shame people are difficult. It means more work for you.

Jesterbells

HAHAHAAAA

Krissy

THE OH MY GOD HE CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING

Birdie

I’M SCREAMING

flowerpond

Howie’s hands🫣🫣

Quinn

How far we've come from them not talking to eachother. What a wild few years

Trash

Sooch always touching on them tities 😂

MelaConfi

his hands are so big i'm losing my mind

Trader James

Oh my gods is right Howie!

Sara Kristen

Oh my god and sweet baby Jesus

Jules

HOWIES HAND SIZE IM IN SHAMBLES

Megan Ferguson

Happy Saturday! My new favorite day of the week! 🥵❤️

ManaR

Howie is having a religious experience.

Biologygirl

The uncensored omg 🥵 what a great way to start the day 🥰

Angie


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