message!! ramblings #4
Added 2025-04-30 20:34:24 +0000 UTCheyyoo i'm back to talk about some stuff :D
hope you've been doing good! 💙
really, thank you so much for everything...you've helped me feel so much more confident and loved. i was nervous like, "asking" this of you...to join here, like is it too much, it can be a difficult feeling...but i'm glad you've accepted it with open arms and stood up for me 💙thank you for being so understanding!
coming up on 4 years of streaming...it can feel quite existential at times...i'm happy to have found a purpose tho. i'll do my best by you!
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I’m glad I found my way to you. Though I’m a few years too late for your debut stream. I see you as very lovable, hard working, and thoughtful. I’m happy to support someone as wonderful as you. ❤️ This Netflix series you mentioned…”Me” I think it was called…? I know all about me. Seen every episode up until now. :3 The best way I found to get exp in Xenoblade Chronicles X is grind enemies a few levels above yours. Side quests don’t do much for you in that area. Have a great day, Zen. Love you~ ❤️
Jesse Strobel
2025-05-01 20:45:40 +0000 UTCThank you for the rambling, it brightened up my day.
Кусь
2025-05-01 15:22:51 +0000 UTCglad we're able to bring you some peace of mind. im always happy to see whats up with you , i like the rambles and it helps my morale since i can't be there often -_-
Space
2025-05-01 13:18:53 +0000 UTCGlad to hear your confidence is up, you are my treasure so I'm happy you see yourself better. And I love when you're clingy silly 💙.
vgboss
2025-05-01 03:31:55 +0000 UTCHell yeah, know your worth!! Glad things are working out well here for you, you deserve the success. Have not heard of that TV show... you are spot on about TV writing being down in the dumps right now. It's been really hard to get into anything for me. I'm hesitant to even try anything cause even a decent show might get cancelled prematurely. Having to grind a lot of XP to access main story does not sound fun. o7 Gura ... I have a feeling she'll be back in some form soon enough. Take care and see you soon!
Sharkington
2025-05-01 01:15:15 +0000 UTCI like listening to you ramble its nice. I keep catching myself checking patreon incase you post something lol. This is my first time like actively participating in patreon or whatever but I guess its cause I like you so. I'll be on your side Zenya, im not gonna judge you for whatever you post or something. I like the asmr you make and I wanna watch your live stuff or the vods but I always find myself not having time for it, im sorry😔. Love ya tho, take care💙
ANONYMOUS
2025-05-01 00:18:25 +0000 UTCLove Zen yapping and I love you being clingy. I'm so glad you've become more confident in your future - you're doing a wonderful job. I'm sure you got lots of XP from cooking tonight, unlike Xenoblade ha. Locking you in a cage would keep you all to myself... Tempting!! Also, please go for walks when you're feeling up to it, even without us <3
Hazz
2025-04-30 23:38:15 +0000 UTCIf you ever feel like we're going to judge you for something you want to post, for whatever reason, just remember: This isnt YouTube. This is Patreon. We're literally throwing money at you to post whatever it is you think we're going to judge you for lol Now that you point it out, while I had been watchibg your videos on YouTube for long before joining your Patreon, its true Ive been watching your stuff on YouTube more consistently ever since joining here. You wouldnt know because my name in YouTube is actually readable though lol ("ImIntoNuggetsYall") Also, since you asked, I wouldnt lock you in a cage to protect you. I would lock you in a cage for fun <3
dhjebshnd ahjdjuzjs
2025-04-30 23:03:24 +0000 UTCCooking? Literally wife material 😳🩵
ChewGun
2025-04-30 22:56:37 +0000 UTCIt's good that you feel safe in what you are doing. I'm guessing the Patreon is your main source of income now. And you so deserve it. <3 Feeling safe in what you do is important.
Goatfort
2025-04-30 22:48:10 +0000 UTCWIFE LOVE RAAAAAAHHHHH. put wife in cage? would. delete someone for wife? that's a little mean but maybe. also hope game gets better for you
Hisssmeowpurrr
2025-04-30 22:46:13 +0000 UTCImagine being a hater of a little angel who gives you unconditional love. Glad you feel happy and optimistic for the future, just the start of many more.
Varric
2025-04-30 22:39:50 +0000 UTCAlways a good day when Zen posts something 💙 You're such a loving girl, it's hard to fathom that someone like you would have haters. I don't mind at all when you're clingy, anytime I see anything from you, be it here, on discord, twitch, it always brightens my day. Hope you have fun today, even though I'm going to miss the discord watchalong I hope you're day is brightened from seeing all the positive responses (as to your question, I'd definitely kill someone for you and definitely cage you up to protect you) 💙 Love you Zen
Ike
2025-04-30 22:19:23 +0000 UTCYou were talking about the positive reception your patron got, I found you a few months ago when your asmr got recommended to me and been watching those before bed since then, from there I branched out to your other stuff and when I found out you made this page of course I wanted to support you so you can keep creating awesome stuff! I will join the vc later to see the blue shark off with everyone 🥹
Bossanova51
2025-04-30 22:07:32 +0000 UTCI remember randomly stumbling upon your channel while scrolling on youtube (I’m a sucker for asmr) and I’m happy I did. Not only are your asmr videos are amazing ! I also really enjoy your vods, whether it be gaming sessions, showing us your hobbies or just chatting. As far as the whole pleasing everyone thing, sadly there will always be people who throw shade or try to bring you down, but don’t let that stop you. If you’ve got a dream and it means something to you, go for it. The road won’t always be easy, but every step forward counts. At the end of the day, it’s your life, live it the way you want to ! Sending you lots of head pats 😄 !
sOoNotaWeeb
2025-04-30 22:05:25 +0000 UTCI like to think this is little talks we have when I return from work, just yapping my ear off about your day and you concerns, you're so cute, you know?, always trying her best, I'm so happy I meet you, that I fell for you, love you so much, anyways I'm glad work is going good! even if you aren't feeling good yourself, I would in fact but you in a cage to protect you LOL and it's so sad to hear xenoblade is gotten so grindy! you love that series and where looking forward to playing this game! , my little princess is also learning to cook~ god just wanna marry you already LOL, love you baby, miss you bunchs~
NEET
2025-04-30 22:03:11 +0000 UTCBest girl
cringeassnaenaebaby
2025-04-30 21:52:36 +0000 UTChey thanks for checking in 💙 always love getting these little messages from you. i'm glad you're feeling better. want you to be healthy and happy before anything else, always. i respect and appreciate you for not only standing by us and doing right by us, but also doing right by yourself as well. you are doing your best, and if there are ever times you doubt yourself, or if bad thoughts creep in, just try to remember that those who love you far outnumber those who don't. you're always loved and welcome. hope the rest of your day is a good one. i love you💙
shadowvais
2025-04-30 21:52:26 +0000 UTCYou've been doing amazing Zen. I'm always so proud of everything you do because you put your heart into it all for us. I'm happy you have this place where you can be comfortable and know that no would ever think to judge you. Keep doing what you're doing. You're a good girl with the sweetest and loving soul. It's just not possible to please everyone unfortunately. And to answer your question, absolutely would I cage you to protect you and show my undying love for you ^^ Hope you're having a great day and resting up well. Love you lots! 💙💙💙
Budness
2025-04-30 21:32:37 +0000 UTCSo happy to be here to lift you up even if its only in a small way, glad you can be yourself and blossom so vibrrantly.
Shade
2025-04-30 21:27:03 +0000 UTCIt's been nothing but a pleasent experience, pre and post patreon. People will always find reasons to not like something, it's easier to hate than to love. I'm glad that you recognized your worth, I think you're even more incredible than you know. Be as needy and clingy as you want, this pengoon here wouldn't mind at all getting spammed by voice messages. I'm proud of you for always pushing yourself, be it past the hate or throat issues. It's strangely contagious, fueling me with motivation too. Love you lots, see you for the watchalong 💙
Vic
2025-04-30 21:23:38 +0000 UTCi'm happy that you have a place here where you can be appreciated more. you deserve it. seems like X isn't working out too well. maybe a xenoblade chronicles 1 definitive edition stream can happen in the next few months? i heard it's better. rest your voice and don't work too hard this week.
wav
2025-04-30 21:04:53 +0000 UTCYou’ve been doing a great job! No matter what, there will always be someone who you can’t please. You could give them exactly what they ask for, and they’ll still be salty. Keep doing what you’re doing and you’ll always have the pengoons behind you! Love you lots 💙
Blue Cheese
2025-04-30 20:53:00 +0000 UTCYou are always busy, always seeking to balance and treat everyone like they belong to you. You've always given more than you are given, but you are loved for you are, not what you offer. You are good person, a very hard worker, a shy and honest soul filled with immense love. There will always be someone to complain and resent you, no matter your decisions. Were i to hold any regret, it would be to have not found you sooner. The path that lay ahead of you is glorious and beautiful.
Claymore 155
2025-04-30 20:44:35 +0000 UTC
