I can't take this much pain
Added 2020-05-04 00:38:18 +0000 UTCLili has made a decision to find her memories good or bad. She wants to know her truth self and understand what could of brought her to the point of isolating herself within her subconscious. When those who interfere with her memories it can corrupt her and send her into a frenzy losing herself and her purpose and her goals. She becomes a chaotic form and cries tears of gold.
Jasper has wrong her many times and she can't seems to remember why. Jasper isn't willing to speak about it yet try to assure her he will do anything to help guide her to reality. When Lili finds memories that Jasper isn't willing to share he shatters them resulting into what her form is now corrupt, scared and alone feeling undesirable pain of a memory she lost.
