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Second Year Anniversary (Possible Future Plans)

Hey everyone.


Sorry for the chaotic and erratic February, and, January before that. The chaotic end of January had put me into a spiral of depression. That, and getting put behind on my classwork had left me without the motivation to draw. It's gut wrenching, because there's a lot I wanted to get done this month that I just couldn't. I at least was able to get other obligations I've put off of my friends out of the way, but that's not particularly the best of excuses.


Last major update I mentioned I wanted to gate myself off from social media for a while. I still want to do that, but only as a nuclear option. Things are not calming down on that front, but, theoretically, I could just solve my problems if I use Twitter (I will not call it X) less. 


I've also been thinking about not posting as many of the commissions (slop) to social media as usual. A lot of artists tend to only post a small handful or just the pieces they work on mostly unprompted. I feel this isn't fair to the person who commissioned (asked for slop) me though. I wanna get better at a schedule this month. I want to re-open comms (slop), and I want to get back into the joys of drawing and creating. I hope this month will be the answer to my burning desire.


I think most importantly is I need help, professional help. At the university I go to, I have free access to therapy, but I haven't found the time to get it set up. This is my mental health I need to focus on, but I can't focus on me. I need to focus on moving ahead. One sore wrist at a time.


Anyways that's enough of me moping.


As for Patreon stuff this month, I'm gonna try to get a bonus exclusive squeezed in there. Something or someone I wanna draw. If not, then there's always April. Thank you all for your continued support.


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