May updates

TL;DR - bunch of bad stuff has happened and when I haven't been in pain, I've been too mentally unwell to do anything CC related, but I'm doing better now and *will* post some stuff before the month is over


If you're curious, here's the rundown of what's happened lol

So my last post I said i was about to go on my honeymoon right

Well I did but we were there a whole 24 hours before we had to come back home. A wave knocked my tooth out 😒 because of course it would lmao

So roughly the time we arrived the day before we had to pack our stuff and drive 8 hours back home. Then on the drive home on one of the back roads in Mississippii someone left a metal bucket in the road and my husband couldn't avoid it. It messed up our splash guard and we had to pull into the first driveway we saw at like 10pm, in the middle of the woods. Their dog barked and barked because he was a good boi protecting his house but i fully expected a dude to come out with a shotgun lol
He didn't though, in fact he and his family were very helpful and with their help my husband got the splash guard off so we could drive home. Took a little over an hour and it was about 3am when we made it home.
All was good with that in the end but ya know, just added to the crap lol

My dental bill is $16,700 👌 because america  
(hopefully lower once my husband's insurance finally adds me like they were supposed to months ago)

the dental stuff I'm not even upset over, like it sucks but whatever.
But my honeymoon was ruined, I had waited since December for this. I put a lot of work into eating healthier so I could lose some weight to feel more confident at the beach. I love the ocean too and it'd been 10 years since I last saw it. I was beyond excited
and then we had to go home within 24 hours. I didn't get much of a chance to enjoy it.

To top it off, the day before we left I got a negative pregnancy test, which i so badly hoped would be positive.

That combined with the ruined honeymoon had me horribly depressed
I also accidently skipped a day of my meds which makes me very unstable for a little while lol so I haven't been in a good place, just distracting myself with Baldur's Gate 3

But like I said, I'm feeling better! So rant over lol, I'll be posting soon I swear