This might look like a strange thing to tell after the change, but I still feel like that...
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I realize how difficult it can be to believe in yourself, especially when confronted with a tremendous challenge. Being the only white face, in a police uniform, in the black section of a violent small city, can result in being shot, beaten, run down, stabbed, and other not nice things. That was the section of town I was mostly assigned to. I was sometimes assigned to the Hispanic section of town, and of course the redneck arsehat section. Mostly when things got out of hand, and it was tough to be person who had to stand alone and face the violence and hatred. But you are facing far worse, and for what? Because you want to the you, you are on the inside on the outside as well. If you ever come to SW FL, a move I do not recommend, stay away from Fort Myers, FL. It really is a worse ugly cesspool now then it was then. Even the nice sections are not really safe.
2019-03-05 18:12:51 +0000 UTC
I believe in that too. It's just a bit more difficult to apply to myself.
2019-03-04 21:38:03 +0000 UTC
You are already a beautiful young woman, it is just society, friend or foe, expects one image of women. THEY expect a body skinny as a rail, with ginormous perky boobs, and a bubble butt. Somebody save us from the insanity.