I know what you mean Arya. I hated drawing attention when I was a Cop, especially when you are just doing your job and suddenly you are on the front page of the paper being played up as either an Ogre or a Saintly Hero. Neither is true. Cop's are just men and women doing the best they cn in a job where highly trained and paid lawyers have weeks, months, or even years to try and tear your case apart to get some maggot off on a technicality. You the Cop have sometimes a split second or a few seconds at most to make up your mind on how to respond to a potential threat. Sorry, getting off of my soapbox now.