what happened, what's happening, and what's going to happen
Added 2025-06-03 19:37:38 +0000 UTCHello, PD here.
Now that I'm feeling a bit better I wanted to update you all clearly on what happened to me as it was all very sudden.
As I recover, I'm still receiving treatment and I'm rather weak so I cannot work my usual pace nor make any hard commitments so there will be no schedule for June.
I will be attempting to film again sometime this week.
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anyone know how to request refund? because i wasn’t supposed to subscribe this month but i forgot to cancel and they auto deduct my money
kyulnojam
2025-06-27 03:15:55 +0000 UTCOh my gosh that's so scary. I'm super glad to hear that you're feeling better and getting the help you need! Please rest and take all the time you need to recover. Your health is SO much more important than keeping up with a consistent uploading schedule & anyone who truly finds joy in your content and appreciates what you do as a creator will understand and will wait until you're ready to return, so please don't push yourself!
viv
2025-06-27 02:27:58 +0000 UTCHi, PD! MV for Onew's new single "Confidence" has just dropped as a pre-release to his upcoming album. Just making sure you know. And the MV was shot in LA, either before or after the concert you attended.
t_k
2025-06-24 09:25:26 +0000 UTCHey I've been a long time watcher of yours and I'm praying for your health! Please take care of yourself! I don't want to tell you what to do but I know family members that have gotten pneumonia and please take care of your lungs and the air you breathe is important. I recommend getting an air purifier placed in your most used room. Also there are purifiers that tell you the condition of the air you're breathing and how safe it is. I'm sure some of it is out of your control but take care of your health! Don't stress any of the videos you have to watch. Please just focus on what you want to watch and just post that, at the end of the day, we just want reactions on videos (kpop music videos mostly) that are authentic and your interests!
Nameen
2025-06-24 05:18:02 +0000 UTCyou're one of my favourite content creators, thnks for not dying:))) (jk) wishing you a speedy and fully recovery, take care PD <3
JL
2025-06-16 06:37:31 +0000 UTCtake care and i wish you a speedy recovery !
Emmanuella Kyei-Frimpong
2025-06-09 15:39:34 +0000 UTCOh man, I'm feeling too emotional right now. I haven't been subscribed for a while due to money issues, but still getting e-mail notifications whenever something is uploaded... i've been growing anxious and uneasy with the amount of 'updates messages' lately so I decided to come back again - even if it's a "cheaper" tier 'cause it was worrying the shit out of me. This whole situation makes me feel heartbroken; the ER treatment topic sickens me a lot, been there before. I can only hope and pray for your recovery and that you have a good support system close to you, PD. Even since founding your channel on YT I knew I wanted to contribute somehow, but there is no point in it if there isn't a PD there anymore. Sincerely cheering for you and your life first and for the future of the peatreon, after. Take care!!
Thainá Kato
2025-06-08 16:43:20 +0000 UTCLiterally crying while listening because this hurt my heart and I have so many things I want to say. Most importantly I hope you know how much we love and support you PD. The single The most important thing is your health and well-being and everything else is secondary. I really can’t express how much you’re presence as a person has given me support over the years and throughout so many transitions in my life. I remember when I got my first job one of the first things I did was subscribe to your Patreon because I wanted to support you and show my appreciation! I hope that you don’t feel too pressured and can take this time to rest and recover. As much as we love content it’s in no way as important as your health and much less recovering from a near-death experience. If there are any other ways we can support you please don’t hesitate to let us know!!🤍🤍🤍
Dassah
2025-06-07 16:10:49 +0000 UTCI had a blood infection when I was little after being bitten by a tick. I had to get shot every week for more than half a year to fight that infection, and they were pretty painful. But I got better! And so will you PD, I know it. Take care!
Ioana C.
2025-06-06 11:34:31 +0000 UTCTake care PD, wishing you good health and fast recovery
ceejay
2025-06-06 02:50:00 +0000 UTCTake care PD, Health is wealth . ❤️
Wanda
2025-06-05 13:03:55 +0000 UTCRegarding TripleS. As you may know, Badge War season 3 has begun. So since you are taking June at a slow pase, you could just wait to July and binge watch the season(which is finished by then) :)
Black3ight
2025-06-05 04:38:07 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself first and then everything else will work out for you. Hope your health only improves from now on 🙏
Mariana Cutrim
2025-06-05 01:44:57 +0000 UTCPlease take care PD, try to not rush anything and recover first
Santiago Maldonado
2025-06-05 01:05:10 +0000 UTCPlease take time to rest. Don’t worry about anything else except your health. Put yourself first and don’t let anything else get in the way to get better, your life is more important and anything else can wait.
Shawol-OT5
2025-06-05 00:20:55 +0000 UTCWishing you a smooth and steady recovery. Your health comes first, we'll always be here for you ♥
Leah
2025-06-05 00:19:42 +0000 UTCGet Well soon PD! Dont worry about the schedule. Your Health should always be top priority ;)
KD
2025-06-04 22:22:26 +0000 UTCGet well soon PD!!
Haruka
2025-06-04 19:18:31 +0000 UTCrest well pd, don't worry health comes first :)
jade
2025-06-04 19:05:35 +0000 UTCtake your time to rest and fully recover, PD!
Fluffy_Chick
2025-06-04 18:32:45 +0000 UTCRest well PD!
Brisingr05
2025-06-04 16:40:05 +0000 UTCTake your time to rest, PD. Prioritize your health first🙏
Jewi
2025-06-04 13:22:34 +0000 UTCI don't comment often. I've been through what you went through so I know how you feel. Get well soon! Take care.
AvatarStormBringer .
2025-06-04 13:18:55 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself, that is the most important thing! Your life cannot be replaced. Wishing you a full recovery!! ♥️
Holly
2025-06-04 13:04:55 +0000 UTCI hope you feel better soon!
tash
2025-06-04 11:58:15 +0000 UTCGet well soon pd🩷🩷🩷🩷
Sarah
2025-06-04 11:49:52 +0000 UTCI’m so grateful you are still here with us. Please rest. Eat well. And take some time now and then to close your eyes and feel all of us pulling for you. We’re here and we’re with you.
Blue_Twist
2025-06-04 11:05:47 +0000 UTCYour health is number one priority PD! Don't push yourself to film. It may make it even harder for you to recover if you try to film too early. Take as long as you need to recover before you film.
Di
2025-06-04 10:05:24 +0000 UTCHoping for your full and proper recovery, PD!
PokieDokie24
2025-06-04 08:03:25 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need to rest well PD. Your health is top priority. Thank you for the update. And just so you know, SHINee finished their 3day concert and might want to watch NOT react to their recent MV “Poet/Artist” and B side “Starlight” for some inspiration. Song was written by Jonghyun and his voice was incorporated in the song. Take care PD 🙏🏼
ONEWhoInspires
2025-06-04 07:57:41 +0000 UTCTake your time and give yourself a lot of grace PD, we’ll all still be here supporting you and waiting until you can come back feeling better and stronger! There’s no rush especially when it comes to health, so do what you need to do and take as long as you need, talk to people and do what helps you 💖 Wishing you the absolute best!
Phoebe
2025-06-04 07:06:44 +0000 UTCDon't push yourself. Maybe this week is too early to film. I hope you get your strength back soon and hopefully you have someone to reach out to for help or just a chat. I hope you have someone in your corner.
Andie
2025-06-04 06:54:08 +0000 UTCthank you for your openness. i pray for your health, not just for your body but for your mind.
kasey
2025-06-04 04:58:22 +0000 UTCHello PD i hope you have a great and smooth recovery, do not worry or feel compromised/pressured, health is the most important thing, our bodies are only given to us once in this lifetime so recovery and mental stability should override anything! Take your time everyone will wait
itim
2025-06-04 04:56:17 +0000 UTCtake care of your health! dont ever feel guilty about it 🩵
creeee
2025-06-04 03:52:08 +0000 UTCPlease take the time you need to heal. Don’t feel pressured or feel like you are behind on things that were “promised”. Our physical health is very intertwined with our mental health and our environment. As a healthcare worker I am so sorry you had a dehumanizing experience in the ER. Our healthcare system is vital but fucked up.
Jannelle
2025-06-04 03:39:02 +0000 UTCAlways health first PD!
Shania Chenille
2025-06-04 03:31:48 +0000 UTCPlease take the time to recover! Get well soon!
Grace Duffy
2025-06-04 03:19:44 +0000 UTCJust rest! This will all be here when your stronger!
mnmspet
2025-06-04 02:30:57 +0000 UTCYour health should always take priority over everything else! Don't over work yourself, we can wait as long as you need
hh.w
2025-06-04 02:14:07 +0000 UTCOh my gosh PD I am so glad you are past that traumatic experience. As someone who also had to admit themselves into the ER on their own with a failing organ, I know how scary and overwhelming it can be. I hope you are being extremely kind and gracious with yourself as you recover, and don’t listen to the outside pressures or the internal high expectations I know you set for yourself. I hope you can just focus on recovery so you can get back to your normal lifestyle soon 🩷
Jesse
2025-06-04 01:45:34 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself , make sure to get well and be safe PD 💛
ragad geez
2025-06-04 01:37:28 +0000 UTCyou will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Josie
2025-06-04 01:36:56 +0000 UTCplease take care of yourself and rest pd! we love you and want you to be healthy more than the content!! take as much time and recovery as you need!!
Josie
2025-06-04 01:35:57 +0000 UTCPD, rest up. Get yourself better, get yourself healthy. If you really want to film stuff, make a vlog. I, for one, became a patron because I like you not just what you do. That's why I've watched all your short films and behind the scenes stuff. We like similar things and what I enjoy watching is you enjoying those things. So take care of yourself. Get better. If your want to include us in any of that feel free. We'll be here.
Donslaught
2025-06-04 01:17:27 +0000 UTCPlease keep updating us on your health :(( ( if you are comfortable of course )
eli
2025-06-04 00:55:21 +0000 UTCPlease don’t worry about it PD!! Your life is more important than anything. Reactions are not more worth it than your life. I’m so sorry you went through this. It’s so traumatizing and scary :(. I’m so glad you’re with us and recovering little by little. You are so supported please take ALL the time you need and deserve. 💗💗💗 Stay strong !!!!!!!
eli
2025-06-04 00:54:21 +0000 UTCPlease take the time you need to rest and recover! tbh don't even worry about filming videos for us. Please put yourself first right now because any other alternative will do more bad than good. I'm sorry to hear about your negative experience with the ER. No medical space should ever make a sick person feel what you felt. What's important is that you're back in the comfort of your own home and I hope you can rest more peacefully now. Take care and have a good rest! ❤️❤️
Allicat
2025-06-04 00:49:24 +0000 UTCTake your time PD. We all want to see you happy and healthy. We'll be here through the whole process~~
Shyann Coleman
2025-06-04 00:41:42 +0000 UTCI also want to advocate for you to take care of yourself and get the rest you need. I know you like to react and film as it's a part of you, but your body and soul need rest. Maybe take some time to watch something for yourself. Maybe even Sea of Hope Again, or a good drama you liked. Treat yourself to "you" time and sleep. Also stay hydrated! It helps flush out out the ick in you.
Christina M Villa
2025-06-04 00:15:47 +0000 UTCglad to hear you're out of the hospital and home but i hope you can focus on your recovery properly.
feli
2025-06-04 00:11:36 +0000 UTCPlease, please, PLEASE, just focus on resting! I’m glad that you’re okay but please don’t force yourself to do more than you can.
Cerra101
2025-06-03 23:52:17 +0000 UTCPlease take care of yourself, PD. ❤️
QueenPiquels82
2025-06-03 23:48:19 +0000 UTCplease recover and rest!! its ok to take some more days after all youve been through, keep recovering and getting your treatment done
Donatella
2025-06-03 23:43:21 +0000 UTCI’m sorry to hear that you are sick, wish you will get better soon. Take care 🤍
Nora ALH
2025-06-03 23:19:47 +0000 UTCPlease just take care of yourself and listen to your body! I hope you can really rest, rooting for you xo
Marika Malaea
2025-06-03 23:12:08 +0000 UTCno need to rush, take your time until you re back to normal and good to go. Take care and take your time for a full recovery
yubél
2025-06-03 23:11:11 +0000 UTCdon’t worry pd please take all the time you need and rest well, your health is absolutely the top priority and everything can come later. i hope you heal quickly, sending lots of support❤️🩹
♥︎
2025-06-03 22:57:33 +0000 UTCGet well soon, wishing you a speedy recovery. take as much time as you need.
Little Giant Ace
2025-06-03 22:34:02 +0000 UTCHere for you man 🙏🏻💜
Marco Gennuso
2025-06-03 22:15:50 +0000 UTCWhat a whirlwind, praying for your recovery. Please prioritize your healing!
pmreez
2025-06-03 22:11:13 +0000 UTCPD, I'd like to advocate for you to at least take the first two weeks of June to yourself. Or at least if you insist on recording, do one video, take the next day off and editing the next day. Prioritise /you/ PD.
Giselle
2025-06-03 22:05:54 +0000 UTCOh my god 제혁/PD, that actually sounds like you’ve had a horrible last few weeks. I really am sorry to hear you had to go through all of that, but it is good to hear that you have been released from the hospital and are stable for now. You must be drained from all of the emotions, sleep deprivation, stress and everything that comes with that, so I actually want to praise you but at the same time criticize you on filming this video today. I really appreciate the fact that you want to come clear, but at the same time I can see that your whole body and mind are asking you to take it easy. Also the fact that you want to start filming again and make a schedule for July is insane, you have just faced the toughest moments of your life yet, and you still think about making videos. And I get that it pays the bills, but you need rest right now. Take care of your body and mind before the rest, because those things you can never change. I also heard you speak about the changes to your patreon and the things you have thought about in the hospital. I think you should listen to what your heart says over what your head tells you. Do the things you want to do so you can spend the time you have left on this earth (which might be short or long, not everything is set in stone) doing what you’ve always wanted to do, it is never too late to try things 제혁. You are in control over your life and what you want to do, don’t let anyone change your feelings, but let your feelings guide you to the person you want to be and do the things you want to do. I want to applaud you on how you are still going strong after being through so many things in life, like your past with your parents, your bullying problems and the things that happened because of that, the loss of your child and your partner. But still you are there every single week, as scheduled, uploading the videos we maybe don’t even deserve from you, but you give them to us like you are obligated to do so. You used to say you were this bad person, but you are actually one of the best human beings I have ever “met” (I’ve never really met you but i feel like my gut feeling isn’t off). You are our “Form of Therapy” while you might not really have that same “Form of Therapy”. We see this guy who is always laughing at the videos he is watching, but we never really see the fragile person who struggles with a lot of things in life. I recently saw this comment that Billie Eilish made that applies really well with your situation: “Depression never goes away, you just get better at handling it”. Also, I want you to remember that you are not alone, we are here to help and support you whenever you need us. I’ve decided to increase my subscription to make it a bit easier for you on the money side of things this month. So you can take some rest without having to stress over being able to pay the rent, food, … And I don’t do this just for the feelgood thing, I think you deserve it for being so dedicated towards all of this and standing strong in your own feet Big hug 제혁, get well soon Also an inspirational quote for the future I found online: “계속되는 작은 노력이 큰 성취로 이어진다”
Sven Lenders
2025-06-03 21:55:09 +0000 UTCDude, heal up. Don't worry about videos, you'll get back to it.
Craig Moore
2025-06-03 21:29:36 +0000 UTCThat sounds so scary I’m sorry you have been going through this. Seriously prioritise yourself, the real ones here also prioritise your health over videos💜
jessie
2025-06-03 21:23:56 +0000 UTCGet well soon PD! The reactions can wait
HiImEcho
2025-06-03 21:11:29 +0000 UTCplease focus on your health! As someone that's part of the healthcare system..it is unfortunately really bad... :(
Mybabyji
2025-06-03 20:58:47 +0000 UTCOh PD your health absolutely comes first!! You take all the time you need to recover, you really do not need to feel pressured to come back as fast as possible. I'd rather wait weeks or even months rather than you overexerting yourself and getting more sick and I'm sure everyone else feels the same. Take care of yourself PD and I hope you get well soon <33
Something something Last Name Something
2025-06-03 20:40:38 +0000 UTCGet your rest PD! Get better! That's all we care about!
Josh Kalmikoff
2025-06-03 20:39:02 +0000 UTCdon't worry and focus on your health! sending you healing energy!!
izzy
2025-06-03 20:33:54 +0000 UTCTake care, PD! Wishing you a full and fast recovery 🙏
Lilia Raphaela
2025-06-03 20:30:52 +0000 UTCI'm so glad to hear from you, and happy you're getting treatment and starting your recovery. We'll be here for you, don't rush things, set the pace most favourable for you, have all the rest you need 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Elena Marco
2025-06-03 20:27:01 +0000 UTCListen to your body and do not exert yourself if filming is too much. Often times people become impatient while in recovery and want to go 'back to normal' too quickly. Please rest fully so your body is not pushing itself :(
Di
2025-06-03 20:22:22 +0000 UTCWe understand, sending you all my strenght!
sasa
2025-06-03 20:19:54 +0000 UTCAlways know we’re not just here for the content, we’re here for you. Please keep taking care of yourself! Rest as much as you need, you got this PD.
Amanduh
2025-06-03 20:17:27 +0000 UTCTake Care!
Sebastian Reimers
2025-06-03 20:17:03 +0000 UTCI feel bad for trying to lighten up the mood under the previous post, you truly look out of energy… Hit me up, if you need anything with what I can be helpful!
WiseSmellyLegs
2025-06-03 20:09:07 +0000 UTCDude, you almost died, don't push yourself too fast on anything, if people don't give you time to rest, F them for real!
Mikey L.
2025-06-03 20:08:40 +0000 UTCPlease rest and put yourself first, your health is more important Videos can wait they are not going anywhere
GalaxySone
2025-06-03 20:04:47 +0000 UTCGood to see you back PD, but please just focus on making a full recovery before recording again 🙏 No offense but you really don't sound like yourself in this video for obvious reasons so please take your time and come back whenever it's possible for you to be at full health (both physically and mentally)
Sascha
2025-06-03 20:02:53 +0000 UTCI really appreciate your update PD, despite your current severe health condition. I really hope you can rest well and come back when you are fully recovered, but even if you upload contents just out of pure passion, I will happily enjoy them regardless, because your effort alone to stay alive is already precious.
Tien
2025-06-03 20:01:06 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to hear about what you've gone through. Admittedly I've joined and rejoined this patreon channel in the year since I've started getting into kpop but your reactions have always been one of my favourites! Honestly the backlog and older videos makes it worthwhile so please don't rush back into making videos if you're not better. I hope you recover and feel better soon! 🫶🏻
Amy ✨️
2025-06-03 19:56:47 +0000 UTCRecovery is slow but very important to do it properly, I’m so glad you made it out ok and please take the time you need, even if it’s rolling back over half the content—your health and your life are far more important. I’m sorry about your ER experience, it must’ve been anxiety inducing on top of the literal pain, again we know how much medical bills can rack up which isn’t easy to deal with while recovery slows down one’s job, so if there’s a fund we can support please please please let us know. Slow is smooth and smooth is fast, recovery physically and emotionally is hard, diligent work but rather it be done properly than rushed too early. Sending much love and luck Jaehyuk PD!!
Liv
2025-06-03 19:54:28 +0000 UTCThank you for being so sincere with us even when you dont have to. I hope you can take all the time you need to take care of yourself and come back to videos when it feels good for you to do so and when it will cheer you up before anything else
Esu 🌜
2025-06-03 19:52:34 +0000 UTCAnyone who would not give you unlimited grace right now is someone who is very entitled, please prioritize your health and happiness, and just focus on filming things that you truly think would make you happy to watch and get as much rest as you can. I can't imagine being in your situation and I know we are all just very happy to see that you're alright and getting better. Whatever you do get around to filming we will be very happy to watch but I hope you are putting yourself first for as long as you need. Get well soon!
TwiceRavenpuff
2025-06-03 19:51:11 +0000 UTCsending love<3
Tazzux
2025-06-03 19:50:52 +0000 UTCFirst of all I'm so mad they didn't treat you well at the ER, no one deserves that. Please take as much care as you can now. I'm more than happy to pay one or two months without content as long as you can get healthier little by little. Pneumonia is an incredibly serious disease, especially yours from what you're daying, and its recovery is long. Health is always first, second and third. We can and will wait ❤️
Oscar G.
2025-06-03 19:49:19 +0000 UTCim so sorry you had to go through all of this ❤️ there is absolutely no pressure or expectation! take all the time you need, you deserve the rest. just so happy to see you home and recovering, that’s all that matters in the end.
Allison McBride
2025-06-03 19:48:19 +0000 UTCWe understand PD, take your time ❤️🩹
Vinícius Mandelli
2025-06-03 19:47:41 +0000 UTCDon’t worry about it PD, you should prioritize your health above all else. Hope you feel better soon<3
James Mercado
2025-06-03 19:47:14 +0000 UTCGreat to hear from you again please don't rush it🙏
N-F
2025-06-03 19:45:30 +0000 UTCPlease rest, your health is way more important than any of this!
Majiru Lam
2025-06-03 19:39:29 +0000 UTC
