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Update

Hello everyone,

I’m writing this still from the hospital as I have been admitted for several days.

I’m sure this situation is currently frustrating for some, as it is greatly for me, but I didn’t want to publish another update until I had major information.

I’ve been admitted for several days now, to a maddeningly long period, but all this time they’ve been studying and testing me as my “pneumonia wasn’t normal”. Pneumonia usually only affects one lung, for me both my lungs are infected.

Today I’ve received an official diagnosis and it only took so long because the condition is so rare, but I have what’s called Lemierre’s Syndrome.

So basically, along my left jugular it has this bacteria. It’s been letting blood flow through just fine, but it’s been corrupting every bit of my blood with this bacteria sending it straight towards my lungs and my heart and building up.

It’s a life threatening condition but my doctor seems positive about the path going forward. It will apparently be another 2 - 3 days of being admitted in the hospital so they can devise a treatment plan to finally send me home.

I must admit, this is has been emotionally and physically so exhausting and taxing. All I do is lie in bed all day and surprise! That’s not all that fun :l I use watching movies to make the time go fast, and I use listening to music to comfort my soul.

I’m a bit of a mess atm but I wanted to deliver this prompt update to you all. I’ll be doing my best to beat this, but I hope you all take care of yourselves as well.

Love you all.

Comments

This is gonna be so generic but I wish you a speedy recovery however, take your time. We'll wait for you and your radiant swld to be back to full strength. And try to get some vitamin D, I know that's hard in a hospital despite the windows but leave the curtains open just to bring a little bit of sunshine into your day.

Gabrielle Renae

Getting this update notification while I’m currently watching your reaction to twinkling watermelon was so devastating 😭 twinkling watermelon already had me sobbing and now I’m heartbroken reading this. I hope you get better soon PD—and you will! Viva La Vida 🍉!!! (edit: this notification just notified me now but I realized it was from months ago so I think everything is alright now .. VIVA LA VIDA 🥳)

Charlene Zinampan

Wishing all the best to you. Take all the time you need, get well soon. ❤️

Lina Schmitz

Sorry to hear that prayers for u to get well soon ❤️‍🩹

Nora ALH

You will definitely get better. I just hope the recovery process will be a little smoother for you. You mentioned that you still listen to some music during your rest, so I’d like to recommend a song called “그대에게” by 강아솔. I hope it brings you comfort during the hard times. Don’t rush yourself — just focus on healing. All the videos you reacted to were a great source of comfort to me. I don’t follow a religion, but my heart is with you. I’m hoping the doctors will wipe out those nasty bacteria really soon.

Milton

I recommend watching devils plan s2 to pass the time, it’s actually amazing!!!!!

Kmaaaaa_

Prayers for your speedy recovery!!!!

Wardah Yusof

im sending all my love and prayers for a speedy recovery !! your health comes first before anything and pls get well soon !! we are all sending our prayers now and forever <3

kinara

Hoping for speedy recovery everything else can wait take care of your health first

Jinnie

Please get well soon! We love you and are rooting for a full recovery! 🙏

Vicki Haan

Get well soon PD!! Wishing a full and fast recovery 🙏

eatsleepJDM - WIZ*ONE

I’m so sorry I hope you get better soon

rubi

Oh my gosh! Sending best wishes <3

Emma Churchill

Ah what an awful way to end your month i am sorry. Prepare for better days though! Hang in there

nam

Rest well and get fully recovered, pd!

Mariana Cutrim

Wishing you wellness, PD! Take all the time to rest and recover.

Amity


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