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Digging Deeper #22: Happy Christmas

Happy holidays! I thought for this digging deeper I'd open up and share a little about what Christmas means to me, my holiday plans and how I'm planning for my own Christmas.

I hope on this holiday and this day where we might feel pressured for this day to be "special" this can provide some solace or insight on having a happier Christmas :)

Trigger Warning: Heavy subject matter. At one point brief mention of Jonghyun/unaliving

Digging Deeper #22: Happy Christmas Digging Deeper #22: Happy Christmas Digging Deeper #22: Happy Christmas

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Merry Christmas 🎄🎄

Arlungoo Luna

One thing that confuses me… you mentioned before that G-Dragon and TaeYang performed Korean Dream there, but it is not mentioned in the set list for that tour/concert. Weren’t you at different concert of theirs? Which happened earlier in their career?

WiseSmellyLegs

thank you for sharing :)

izzy

As a mom of six kids who tries so hard to make Christmas magical, I can relate to all your hopes and dreams and effort for Christmas. The expectations (self-imposed or otherwise) can really squash you. Listening to you feeling peace and personal happiness this year brought a lil happy tear to my eye. Thank you, PD. Sending grateful mom hugs to you.

Kim Lawyer

Good question, my answer to that would be not enough muscle (no offence to Gyuvin, but he is mostly bones)

Sven Lenders

It means: where’s Gyuvin

Jet

Also PD, what do these words mean to you? Gunwook, Jiwoong, Shoot Out, Monsta X?

Sven Lenders

Merry Christmas PD ❤️

Anahera

Treat yourself with a festive meal btw, Healthy food is for other days, you deserve if after all of your hard work this year and what you have been trough.

Sven Lenders

Thank you for sharing this with us ♡

Cybill

Merry Christmas PD, you can think of us as part of your family. Maybe if you are celebrating it on your own (I don’t know if you are celebrating of with your family of other people) you could do a livestream and chat with us if you feel up to it?

Sven Lenders

Thank you for sharing these deeply personal stories and insights with us. As an autistic person myself, some of your experiences echo my own. I'm so glad you're healing from your wounds, becoming more comfortable by yourself and in tune with your needs. I did my best to have a joyful Christmas by myself, and I succeded, but you just made it a little brighter. Merry Christmas !!

Adrian

Happy Christmas PD! And thank you for being vulnerable, for those of us who have complex feelings and memories around the holidays, these honest talks are comforting—sending much love! Also, remembering Jonghyun every December has gotten a bit better each year being able to watch videos and even laugh again watching him and Shinee being together, I know there was a time where I couldn’t fully enjoy it but I can now at least when I see him come up I can smile 🌹🩵

Liv

Merry Christmas 🎄

Shawol-OT5

Have you watched Red One? It totally bombed at the box office but it gets into some of the mythology of Christmas from the Nordics which I found pretty interesting. I recommend checking it out. On a deeper note, I'm glad you're giving yourself grace on Christmas. Being autistic too, I have to be mindful of spaces. Crowds, lights and noise can be pretty overwhelming for me. I oftentimes find greater peace doing Christmas alone. When I was younger, I felt pretty guilty about that. Now it's easier to give myself that grace.

Kathryn Parsons

merry christmas!

Kim Chaewon

💜💜

Brittney Danielle


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