The Clubhouse Podcast #113 | Topics Thread
Added 2021-07-14 09:44:34 +0000 UTCHey, all you sweet vintage lads!
I’ll be back this Sunday for another Clubhouse, though this time with a guest. Be sure to leave your topics and advice threads in this post ASAP.
I hope you’ve all had a good week. See you Sunday - Tyler
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What’s happening bro, got a little update on my situation from the other week. I’m a fucking idiot. I had a moment of weakness and text ellise, despite all the advice. Don’t worry, my diet will be nothing but cement for the next month. I text her asking about the money for the holiday she owed me which I thought was my ‘in’. In hindsight I definitely didn’t care about the money and just wanted to see how she was. Anyways the conversation was sparse because I didn’t want to jump straight back in and get caught up in it all again. But then I started having these short bursts of anxiety and I just felt so shit that I was talking to her, probably because I know i shouldn’t have. A couple days in I then asked her what she’d been up to the past year and if she was okay. I left for the gym after sending the message and so I didn’t pick up my phone the whole time. But while I was lifting heavy shit I couldn’t think about anything else but what her reply might be. At one point I was so distracted I put too much weight one side of the bar doing an overhead press and almost popped my shoulder out. Clearly the situation was having more of a negative effect than positive. I wasn’t even able to get a good session in which has become my way of coping with the stresses of life. So if I can’t even get a good gym session in while I’m talking to her, then who knows what state I’ll be in if it all ends in tears again. With that in mind I went and blocked her there and then. I got a little look at her reply and it was a thiccc paragraph talking about how she hates her job hates her friends and asked if she could meet me sometime this week. So I just deleted the conversation. In my eyes, it’s not my problem to deal with her problems. And after the banger of a year I’ve had in terms of self development I’m not gonna let a bird turn me into another bitch boy again. It may seem like I’ve only messaged her to kind of mock her, but I genuinely text her with the intention to catch up. I just didn’t realise I’d start feeling shit the way I did. I do feel much better about everything though. In a weird way I feel like I’ve had the final say. She messed me around twice but now I’ve made the decision to call it quits there and move on. Feels like I’ve got closure I didn’t know I needed. I definitely didn’t know I needed these therapy sessions either, but they’ve helped me massively. I should say I did call up a likkle side ting that evening to cheer me up. It’s amazing what a girl will do for a dominoes. I would suggest this as a medication for yourself but it only works for disgusting pieces of shit like myself. Lockdown officially ends on the 19th so expect some classic Barnesy back very soon. Take it easy bro and until next time ✌🏻 -BBB
The Biggest of Boys... Barnesy
2021-07-16 23:34:24 +0000 UTCWassup Tay Tay my G, hope your doing well over in the ole Aus, my topic is just a message to the lads on here. For just about 2 months now I’ve been going to MMA, kickboxing and boxing classes every week, it’s 4 hours a week and it’s fucking hard work…. But…… I have never felt better physically, not only has cardio gone up massively but I just feel way more in tune with my body and what I’m capable of in certain situations. (Your boy is delivering top drawer creampies) 👀 I am very lucky that I don’t suffer with mental health issues but if any of you lads do, or even if you don’t, I beg you to go and try a class out, you will not regret it, I assure you. The high you get after putting in 2 hours of hard work is worth every drop of sweat, I really hope some of you get into it soon and we can always have a chat about it in the discord if anyone wants advice as to how to start getting into it. Onwards and upwards for the As always army, Stay sexy you sussy bukkas, Kemosabe gamer out
KEMOSABE GAMER
2021-07-15 19:51:50 +0000 UTC
