I know no one wants to read these. It's quite negative... but I still have to let it out. I want to get better - for you guys, and for the people around me. I want to give you guys positive energy.
That's why I want to solve this as soon as I can. I'm going to therapy, I'm going to therapeutic massage, I'm practicing meditation, eating good food, exercising, hoping that I can be back to normal.
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I'll be recording SAO OST - Catch The Moment on my piano at home tomorrow. I can't find any grand pianos to record on here in Canada, it's frustrating.
I wish Canada would spend more time and money on arts and music. It's the soul that which inspires people to create and progress.