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Bedroom photoshoot pt1

Added 2025-06-20 15:29:01 +0000 UTC

So the other day I was delirious from post-vaccine (both flu and covid) side-effects and decided to just... get the laser nebula light and go crazy in my room. my partner currently has covid so part of it was meant for her, but also to make some promo shots for "all the dead" which is out next friday (27th), the day before IL's 1 year anniversary. being chronically ill can take a big toll on your physical self-esteem - even if it doesn't affect your external appearance in obvious ways (although turns out my eyebags and see-through skin is mostly hEDS, POTS and histamine overload). I recommend doing so for all cripples - even if you don't think you are sexy (or suffer from dysmorphia or dysphoria), selfies can be a good way of taking back control over your body. all are SFW - I tend to be a bit reluctant to show much more, mostly due to some parasocial activity I had a while back.

Some of the cool effects (like the "scanner squares" came from the iphone's "portrait mode" glitching the fuck out. the lighting source was a genio nebula light aimed directly at me. no photoshop was added - all processing was done on my iphone by abusing its default settings. there is a few of me looking unhinged too - dont worry, my mental health is suprisingly ok! I just know how my music is kinda creepypasta adjacent sometimes.

split over two parts because I took a LOT of photos. also to tease you.