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Megan Fox
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Yes, games matter. Yes, even now.

So we just elected an Annoying Orange as president. Shit got real. That means a lot of folks are going to ask in the face of that, what possible good can a bunch of dumb games do? Why are we wasting our time making these?

First, fuck that.

Second, no, seriously, fuck that. Art matters. Here's why.

When I was about 11, I stumbled across the Ultima series of games. Here was this whole world I could explore and affect, full of people to talk to, it was just a trip. You could even pick your gender! It all crystalized in Ultima 7: Serpent Isle, in this really goofily animated sex scene involving a female enchantress. At the time, budgets and norms were such that you didn't change the gender of major characters based on player choice, which means if you were female - hey, whatever, the scene played out the same way, Frigidazzi was still a lady.

That was my first exposure to a lesbian romance, and in a very literal way set me on the course to realizing I was a transsexual, and eventually becoming the lesbian I am today. Which is incredibly nerdy, but neat, right?

 (also, yes, I was a gay male before I transitioned, and yes, I stayed gay post-transition, and yes, that isn't uncommon - if you're curious, google it) 

That is one moment among tens that I can point to where video games literally changed who I am. I could just as easily have mentioned the bit where nerdy, emotionally stunted kid me initially based my morality on the Ultima virtues. That's even just the video game examples - don't even get me started on the sheer number of novels that rocked my world, or how often I would hide from my abusive step-parent in one of them.

Someone might try to nudge this in a "but those were good times, people in trying times don't spend money or time on art!" direction, but - then you have them look up history on Hollywood and film attendance during the Great Depression. They might be very, very surprised. People who couldn't afford bread would often still spend the money to get into the theater (or sneak in the back door). Art mattered more than bread (or felony trespassing) to those people. How's that for mattering?

Importantly, also remember that I grew up in Alaska. I was born in the rust belt. I was the grandchild of a Deacon of our Church, to which I was wearing suits and ties by age 7. Try and imagine who I might have become if I HADN'T had those experiences, at the right times, to the right things. Now for fun, try and imagine how many teenager me's are out there right now, balanced on the cusp of change - and then imagine what happens if the art they favor dries up. Imagine voting demographics in, oh, about 10 years.

Art matters because art can and will change people. We don't need art less in difficult times, we need it MORE. It's at turning points like these where you can nudge people most effectively, and it's in trying times like these where people most need spaces into which they can retreat. The safety and sanity to be found in an all-encompassing world is an absolute requirement, whether crafted in polygons, paint, or ink.

Those retreats ALSO need to be crafted into the kind of spaces we yearn for now. All those end of the world, post-apocalyptic narratives we were liking up to the last few years? How you feeling about disappearing into one of those right now, eh? Art, at least kitsch art, has a very definite shelf life, so we specifically need NEW art, right now, informed by THESE times. That is made by people who, in response to times like now, double down on creation, and work even harder to craft spaces and experiences for those around them.

So. When someone tells you now isn't the time for art? That art doesn't matter? You tell them to fuck right off, and then you get to work.

And then you give them exactly what they need, just as they realize they need it.

Comments

Thanks! and, yeah - Mass Effect would have been this whole OTHER thing for me as a kid. Not just one pivotal romance scene, but this whole sequence! God, I would have played the shit out of that. If the 3-game Garrus romance hit me as hard as it did as an adult, good god, it would have blown kid-me away.

Megan Fox

I consider narrative-driven games to be empathy-machines. They hold the fantastic possibility of expanding your concept of others. I grew up in West Virginia with an extended family that was quite happy to tell me, oh so subtly, that they'd be very disappointed to find out that I was 'a queer'. I'm sure if they thought I could grow up to be black, they would've opined about that too... I'm lucky that I'm just a somewhat femmy white boy and pass more or less without friction in my home environment, so I've avoided a lot of heartache at the hands of bullies. I'm also lucky that empathy-machines like video games were accessible at a formative age, which I think certainly nudged me away from being a bullying little shit myself. It thrills me looking at the incredible breadth of possibilities offered by games available now- I would have been floored by something like a Mass Effect romance, corny as they may be, or even just the increasing number of female protagonists. Fantastic! Anyway. Keep making cool games, Megan.

Zach Patterson

By the way, addendum to the Ultima 7 story: so again, remember, I was the grandson of a Deacon. My grandma was every bit as dedicated to the church, etc. Now does anyone remember the box art for Ultima 8: <a href="https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/6/61/Ultima_VIII_box_cover.jpg" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/6/61/Ultima_VIII_box_cover.jpg</a>? Because yeah, I bought Ultima 8, and then she saw that on the shelf. Hoo boy did grandma not approve. But this is the course it all set me on. I left the church. When I transitioned, my mom and dad had my back from day 1, but my Deacon grandfather tried to disown me. Keep in mind that my parents divorced when I was 3, and I lived with my grandparents until I was 7. These were basically my second parents. My uncle actually said "if it had been my son, I wouldn't have a son OR a daughter right now." Yeah. I come from THAT kind of family. My grandma? She got right behind me, and had my back. She stared my Grandad down, hard, and said simply: "either you have a granddaughter, or you don't have a wife." So that's how I broke my grandparents entirely free from their church, and set them on the course to being radically more tolerant people. All of this was done by a video game. A lower budget video game, that just happened to not have the money to design gender-swapped love interests. Was the video game solely responsible? Of course not. But did it nudge? You bet your ass it did. Thanks, Richard Garriott ^_^

Megan Fox


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