How did it start?
Added 2025-07-13 20:30:06 +0000 UTCHow did you discover your abdl side? Tell us your story :) we’d love to learn more about you!
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We’re so glad you found us and that you can explore this side of yourself :)
Amy Bella
2025-07-15 01:02:48 +0000 UTCMy little journey began many years ago but my most recent ABDL exploration began a few months ago with diaper hypnosis videos. I felt so at home when I found your account. I messed for the first time in my diaper to your therapy session video. Thank you for helping feel more comfortable with this part of myself and creating an enjoyable community.
Selena
2025-07-14 19:53:15 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing your story :) so for you, it’s not really about age regressing as much as it is about feeling that sense of dependency and being care for?
Amy Bella
2025-07-14 16:29:08 +0000 UTCit took me longer than most to be potty trained, so I think wearing nappies till I was older than others created more of a connection to them in my brain. I also have a very vivid memory towards the end of my potty training where I tried to make it to the toilet at night, but couldn't...I remember the feeling of the poo filling up my nappy, and not being able to stop it once it started. Even when I stopped wearing, I remember always holding my pee for ages, and leaking into my underwear...I remember everything smelling of stale pee, and loving the smell. One time after stopping wearing I happened to find a package of nappies somewhere in my room, and I remember my heart racing as I put one on under my clothes and went out to play...not sure if anyone noticed! Anyway, I seem to have always known that I would like to wear nappies again, but I never thought it would be possible. I remember a few times as an adult putting on some old underwear and peeing myself in the shower and getting really turned on. Then fairly recently I realise it was actually quite easy to get a hold of adult nappies, and I have been enjoying using them from time to time...I think some stuff I found online put it more front and centre in my mind: I listen to asmr for relaxation and I found some of the videos and the women doing them seem to create this kind of feeling in me of being cared for and looked after, which kind of awakened something kind of 'little' in me, and I also happened to find some videos of girls messing themselves that I found really turned me on
Ard
2025-07-14 11:08:16 +0000 UTC
