Ending Patreon probably....
Added 2020-06-09 22:19:36 +0000 UTCI'm going to close down Patreon, probably....
Listen, things aren't working out. I've been trying to do this for years and we all know this isn't going to go anywhere. Fact is, I suck at 3d or art in general. I can't make characters, at all. They are full of problems both visually and technically.
I've never been good at characters, texturing or lighting, only thing I more or less enjoyed doing was animation, but I never have a chance to work on animations because I'm always caught up doing characters that don't work with bad scenes and even worse lighting.
I've been doing 3D for years and there has been no improvement at all, so as far I'm aware I'm not cutout for this.
I'm currently unemployed, I lost family members and friends in the past two years and Patreon has failed and I feel I'm just stuck and going nowhere. Only place I feel happy is when I go to the gymn and start lifting, but thanks to the Virus, the gymns have been close so even that is screwing me over.
And then, the stress of it all just kills me. Trying to make Patreon work without anyway of doing is frustrating and I don't feel I can accomplish anything with this.
I'm sorry it has come to this, but I see no other way forward with this. If any of you ever expected more from me, I'm sorry to disapoint. But I can't keep getting your money for absolutely nothing in return, thus I think it will be better for all of us to just end this and go and support actual artists that are more deserving of your money.
