Kiss Headcanon | J Kim

- It’s not that J is entirely against PDA or is embarrassed of you, it’s just very complicated given your current work arrangement

- that’s the only reason J doesn’t steal a kiss from you at every corner you turn on the streets

- but oh how they wish they could

- and trust me, J more than makes up for it when you two are alone (unless you’re being particularly infuriating, in which case they will refuse to give in… at first)

- J’s kisses are like a crashing wave; intense, desperate, starved

- J kisses you as if it would be the last time, as if that kiss is the result of a long fought battle inside of them, as if they need you to survive

- admittedly, these are all quite true sometimes in J’s worrywart mind

- kissing you is the welcome they yearn to receive when they come home after a long day

- kissing you is the cause for the bittersweet feeling in the pit of their stomach, because they can’t help but wonder if they’ll get the chance to kiss you again…

- J isn’t particularly exciting, or adventurous, and they can’t shut down the nagging voice in their head saying that someday, you might get bored and leave

- and that’s precisely why they try so hard at kissing you whenever you’re alone

- they kiss your lips, to keep you from saying goodbye, to keep themselves from saying something unnecessary

- they kiss your neck, to feel your pulse under their lips, to reassure themselves that you’re still there

- they kiss you until you whisper their name, begging for more; more kisses, more time, more of them

- J won’t be gentle, though, for all they want is to leave their mark on you, so that you won’t ever forget what you two did, what you two feel--hidden marks, obviously, J can’t even begin to imagine the corporate nightmare it would be to have you prancing around the office with a marked neck

- they will hold the nape of your neck with their long, slender fingers, keeping you locked in place and finally, finally unable to run away from them

- they will pull you by your waist, letting their hands hungrily trace your body while they kiss you madly

- they will kiss you and tease you… but only in private

- in public, they will let their imagination run wild, thinking of all the endless ways they want to kiss you before you’re gone.