October update (something ramble)
Added 2021-10-22 20:53:56 +0000 UTCOk, I really must write this to wrap up everything so far since last update, where do I start?
I got my second vaccine and secondary effects were really bad, at the same time I catched a really weird flu that got me in bed for a week and a half. It was terrible.
So with that context, I could say my schedule is all fucked up and got a little bit depressed about not being able to do nothing for week or so. (I'm a very emotional guy, I'm so sorry).
I didn't update on any of that because I feel like I've excused myself plenty of times instead of delivering actual stuff.
Here is the sketch of the last commission in my queue, so you know what that means :eyes:
going full comics! YAY
but actually not, see the thing is that my dad owes me a fuck ton of money from a job I did more than a year ago and I was considering (mistakenly) already mine when doing some purchases, so I'm kind of in a stupid debt I shouldn't even be in. So I'm forced to do commissions to pay stuff. I don't feel like I'm being forced to do art, I just start drawing poorly.
I really really just want to focus on my comics. And that makes me feel a little bad about all.
So mentally I'm a total mess right now.
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Presential school is back and that is a good thing tho.
I do have less time since I have to transport myself, but I feel better about school in general.
I do see this crisis as a temporal thing, as every crisis is I guess. I'm striving to come over that and go back on what I like to do the most, art and storytelling.
I really really really appreciate you guys. And I'll be working on patreon rewards this week to show my gratitude towards you.
really, thank you all for believing in me and sticking around.
<3
