Winter Bulk: Week 3

I’m finally hitting my stride. The binging is coming to me naturally now. There’s no denying I’ve enlarged my capacity for food intake and it no longer feels as forced. I can tell my stomach has been massively stretched. It’s getting to the point that if my belly isn’t tight as a drum then I am unsatisfied and still hungry. Eating big is officially part of my lifestyle now. Hell, my whole day revolves around what I’m going to eat!

Plus, I must admit, the dirty bulk has been doing me well. I know it's not the healthiest but it sure is fun and effective. I’m doing fast food runs a few times a week now. I go completely wild and order everything that sounds tempting. Sometimes I can tell the person taking my order is a little shocked when they realize all the food is just for me. The goal is to get big enough that they aren’t shocked.

At first, I was taking the food home and pigging out in front of the TV. I started to notice that sometimes my food was cold by the time I arrived home. So now I just pig out in the parking lot, inhaling every last bite as though I’m competing in some race. If I go immediately after a workout it’s even more intense. It’s as though my vision becomes blurred and the only thing that matters to me is food and growing large. Honestly, it feels great to be so piggish. And I must admit that occasionally, when I’m gulping down calorie dense fast food in the driver’s seat, I feel intensely masculine and kind of turned on. 

It has been paying off too. I gained four pounds which I feel proud about. It’s kind of hard to tell where exactly the weight has gone. I definitely feel all around bulkier, but I can’t tell if it’s muscle mass, some chub, or just plain bloat. Four pounds in one week is significant though and I’m hoping to replicate that. I’m wondering now how much I could gain in one week? The thought has definitely crossed my mind of shooting for a pound a day, but I don’t think I’m quite ready for that yet. 

My digestive tract has only begun to adjust to my upped intake and I don’t think I can shoot for 5,000+ calories every single day quite yet. Perhaps a few weeks from now I’ll give it a go. I’ve seen some dudes online doing GOMAD, a gallon of milk a day, and that could always be a possibility. It sounds rough, but I’m sure the results would be major. Just thinking about it kind of turns me on. 

Anyway, Halloween is coming up and I’m thinking of making the most of it. I have a party to go to with some close friends and there’s going to be lots of food and candy. I’m also thinking of buying a big bag of discount candy after the 31st. Might as well make the most of the season. That’s why we bulk in the winter right? I mean it keeps you warm but there’s also so many tasty opportunities to break your diet. Besides, I fucking love Halloween candy, especially the chocolates. I can’t wait for a massive bag of bite sized creamy treats.