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Killer and Healer (2021)

Episode 1: https://we.tl/t-vydk9LNhje

Episode 2:  https://we.tl/t-wFbFuVvmb0

Episode 3:  https://we.tl/t-d91QRxWpZl

Episode 4: https://we.tl/t-78NQQHIgNR

Episode 5: https://we.tl/t-XNaYkPKj4b

**Episode 6: https://we.tl/t-IWuXhhhQ6b

Episode 7: https://we.tl/t-Y8L3ZQphpv

Episode 8: https://we.tl/t-sq3ZrzBOjj

Episode 9: https://we.tl/t-j81xR384Zh

Episode 10: https://we.tl/t-Pwh5YSenLd

Episode 11:  https://we.tl/t-e19z3eEZ0z

Episode 12:  https://we.tl/t-FC1Mad2IHk

Episode 13: https://we.tl/t-Vd9H2dFMGh

Episode 14: https://we.tl/t-mGCA40vKbH

Episode 15: https://we.tl/t-wVK355n4DG

Episode 16: https://we.tl/t-Svgt0G9Pqf

Episode 17: https://we.tl/t-xTB7XlnLa7

Episode 18: https://we.tl/t-1YXMlDPiHP

Episode 19:  https://we.tl/t-gyiMi9GmNk

Episode 20: https://we.tl/t-U4FfhucTZ2

Episode 21: https://we.tl/t-w26W6RWeUL

Episode 22: https://we.tl/t-b4FJRb8cwa

Episode 23: https://we.tl/t-vbXfKuOBaG

***Episode 24: https://we.tl/t-q5jXFky24M

Episode 25: https://we.tl/t-0ZYsvKsmBB

Episode 26: https://we.tl/t-s4PPv5b289

Episode 27: https://we.tl/t-boVUb9GC0M

Episode 28: https://we.tl/t-okbBPYhl4H

Episode 29:  https://we.tl/t-yvVOAaLXoH

Episode 30: https://we.tl/t-JeQmspjEcw

Episode 31: https://we.tl/t-JwKiSByI2o

Episode 32: https://we.tl/t-2pgsIvTJY5

Episode 33: https://we.tl/t-SrylCPaLRr

Episode 34: https://we.tl/t-lPpqUogZe2

Episode 35: https://we.tl/t-2Jgt1iTzLC, https://we.tl/t-QYS1rueajj (deleted scene)

Episode 36: https://we.tl/t-hZkmhVzqcY

Episode 37:  https://we.tl/t-4laBV9tnYp

I have now seen the leaked ending script and can definitively say THAT is the canon ending. Bless these writers for doing their best to deliver a queer love story under severely homophobic conditions.

**Apologies for the subtitles getting cut off in episode 6--the video settings were where I needed them for livestreams, not recording, and it's been a while since I did a livestream so my ADD ass forgot to double check. If you're watching for the first time, I'd recommend watching these beforehand so you know what's going on. Will be fixed from here on out!

***My mic, for whatever reason, chose not to record my voice for this episode (despite the Discord livestream hearing it fine). I have since become 3x more paranoid about checking audio. Very sorry, this poor series is where tech difficulties go to thrive.

Comments

Thank you so much for reacting to Killer and Healer! The cinemetagrophy and costuming are so lush, and I absolutely adore the relationship between Yuzhi and Yuelou. I saw your reaction in Episode 33 to the poem that Chen Yuzhi cites before Yuelou gets shot; it makes their love even less subtxtual and absolutely foreshadows the tragic ending of the series (although, yes, I too subscribe to the other ending!). The translation of Jiang Yuelou is β€œmoon over the riverside tower", and comes from a Song Dynasty poem called Picking Mulberries, in which the poet laments the transitory nature of their relationship with their lover by wishing that their love were like the moon by the riverside tower...only companionship and no separation. Check out the great post here with the full translation and analysis: https://tytangfei.tumblr.com/post/648003314695503872/translations-of-jiang-yuelou-from-killer-and

Jennifer D

Now what does it say about me that episode 30 is one of my favorite episodes? (I'm a masochist and love pain as long as I know it's not permanent, that's what it says)

Anonym WLW

Fixed! (Patreon can do this weird thing where even when you delete and replace a link it still takes you to the old location.)

Brittany Diamond

Brittany nearly spitting out her drink πŸ˜‚ Yeah, they really just went β€œwe cant air this but we’re going to shoot and save this anyway, cause why not?”

Kish

Have episodes 1-4 still being fixed? because they still only have the old links?

JoriOwOwl

My roommate is a detective is really good. I have seen it twice.

Carlota Ornelas

β€œToo homo to live” is my new motto πŸ˜‚

Kish

I am glad your enjoying this drama it is one of my favorites. Some other suggestions I want to make are My Roommate is a Detective and especially Sleuth of the Ming Dynasty, I have rewatched that one multiple times.

Cayleen Merrifield

And now you have seen The Tie Scene (TM). Honestly, it surprises me again and again just how gay this show is. You'd think they'd use some of the female characters to make it at least seem straight, but no, they just underline how not interested these men are in women.

Anonym WLW

That...is incredibly weird, especially since no other recordings have turned out that way and it all looked good in my software at the time. I no longer have the raw files so I can't check those, but I'll run a test next time I sit down for another reaction. Thank you for telling me!

Brittany Diamond

She hasn’t yet. She livestreams the episodes of KAH on discord and uploads the reaction almost immediately here in Patreon.

Kish

So I'm not sure if it's just me but ep 17 and 18 I can only hear you speaking,there is no audio of the show it's self

llamaboss3526

I'm just curious have you finished the series yet?

llamaboss3526

Yey! I’m so easy sometimes that the β€œI am like him” bs got me so bad asgdhddhh. I read that as β€œHere, take the money. We’re husbands so what’s mine is his” and no one can convince me otherwise πŸ˜‚

Kish

Only see 1-15

Kenneth Brown

I'm not on discord, so I don't know if someone already told you about it, but no, this was not written directly for TV. There's an explicit BL comic/book, if I remember correctly. And they were clever - they filmed those scenes, cut them out before giving the drama to the censors, and released the cut scenes as goodies on their official channel. Way to cheat the system.

Erin Hartley

YES! I've been waiting for you to get to Episode 12 and it's here.... and OMG your reaction is everything I needed.

Jennifer D

And now we’ve come to the point where there’s literally no heterosexual explanation for their bs πŸ˜‚ Like, the looks?! And the taking care of each other?! And the flirty smiles?! And the β€œyou alone are enough” from Jiang Yuelou towards his man when he’s so salty with all the potential female interest?! Hello?!

Kish

Yay new Killer and Healer!

BCE

So there's a deleted scene for episode 12 I believe that I'm dying for you to react to. Just putting it out there.

iamafanfictionfreak

I mean, you’d be surprised at how this still happens now. Mothers (even biological ones) would marry off their daughters to men out of reasons like β€œhe’s rich, you’d get taken care of” regardless of what the daughter actually wants. Sometimes, said daughter doesn’t even want to marry or have kids but hey ✨family honor✨ because in some cultures (speaking as an Asian), there are few things more shameful for a woman than to have no biological kids to bring to family gatherings

Kish

Can't get over Chu Ran's stepmother being like "Go marry that older guy and be a baby machine for him so that your brother can be a policeman - wait why aren't you grateful?" I know it's a different time period in a culture I didn't grow up in but. Wow. Way to go mother.

Anonym WLW

Hi Brittany! Looks like the link for Ep 9 leads to the video for Ep 10. Whenever you get a chance, thanks!!

EllenD

Yay more Killer and Healer reactions! But Brittany, looks like you may have accidently uploaded Episode 10 on the Episode 9 link?

Jennifer D

There's a footnote on the post that explains why the episode 1 and 6 reactions look weird/have no subtitles, it was a recording mistake that's impossible to fix due to the way I stop/start the episode. So sorry! <3

Brittany Diamond

Many thanks your….i just checked the start of ep. 2 and subs were there. Thank you!!! Hugs!

KJay Brown

I’ve only started watching ep.1 but there were no subs at all. Ill check and see if they are visible later in the ep. Or maybe in ep. 2. I watched a few eps of this show a year or so ago but was unable to dfinish it. I hope subs will be visible because id really live to watch this with you….

KJay Brown

At last ! Someone react to this show XD

D-Code BTS

I watched the first episode tonight, and am looking forward to watching the rest of the series. It looks fantastic so far.

Belle

I fucking love that they've been neighbours and co-parenting a cat for so long without knowing. The deleted scene you questioned - the only thing different was that it switched back and forth between the two parties more often, so we see Jiang Yuelou watching the whole thing a bit more. Also, one other thing - you got some information confused, but if I tell you what it was it could be considered a spoiler, so I'll wait on that.

Erin Hartley

Yuelou is not subtle when he is protecting his man. 😁

Lilah Kane

Watching it again with Brittany makes me notice more little details about the series. It has turned into deep guilty pleasure. And watching the series makes me smile. It was SO good. And Brittany admiring the costumes and pointing out the cinematography and why... I did not know I needed until now. Go watch the series and reactions people! πŸ’œ

Lilah Kane

Yey! Can’t believe this is updated so soon. I thought I’d have to wait a few days more. Anyway, it’s up to you whether or not there’s light behind you, idc either way so long as we get these reactions 😍

Kish

Also, seeing Brittany nearly vibrate out of her skin when Jiang Yuelou rented the store for Chu Yuzhi....priceless!

Jennifer D

"He's a dead man" Spoken with no hesitation and the assurance of a seasoned drama veteran, lmao.

Jennifer D

Lol. It’s the come back with me Untamed parallel. In this version though you give no choice and just kidnap his ass when he says no. That just kills me.

Lisa Wilson

That's interesting! I feel like he could pull of Zhou ZiShu pretty well

EllenD

I'm so glad you're reacting to this series!!! I absolutely fell in love with it, one reason being that I just LOVE men in waistcoats! I adore the main ship, but the side characters and side relationships are also adorable, nuanced, and awesome.

EllenD

This show is so underrated. It deserves so many more viewers than it has. Gorgeous costumes, atmosphere, camera work, acting. A stunning period piece like this just pulls you in and makes you feel like you are there in the room with them. Also, fun fact I heard online that may or may not be 100% accurate. Apparently main actor police guy (I always forget his name) was supposedly picked to play zhou zishu in word of honor and then something happened and then the part went to zhang zhehan.

Lisa Wilson

Yeah, you're right about that.

Erin Hartley

Oh, I'm so glad someone pointed you to the deleted scenes! They really are a must! The one from episode two was especially good, but there will be many more that are almost as daring. (The funny thing is, they got cut out before the episodes got to the censors, so nobody seemed to blink an eye when Mango TV uploaded them to their official YouTube channel a few days after release of the episodes.)

Erin Hartley

Loving your reaction as always 😊 In episode 3 I think they are implying that our main guy has bipolar disorder, since they call it emotional disease and a western disease. They of course didn’t have the name back then. So I think it is more than just trauma - but the trauma is probably not helping. I could be wrong, but I think I read about it in a premise before I started the show

Marie Nielsen

I always get annoyed watching Chinese dramas deal with Hong Kong, the anti foreign propaganda is not subtle and no, Hong Kong didn't belong to the Chinese then, it belonged to the British who allowed the Cantonese speaking population have more rights and political power than anyone in the mainland. Anywhere...now it's back with the Chinese and the citizens are *thrilled *

Dana

Also me grinning from ear to ear about Brittany looking for the h/c in this show.....just wait, girl.

Jennifer D

Ooooh yay! So excited to rewatch this with you, and definately appreciate you going OFF about the cinematography, set design, costuming, etc. If others haven't already warned you......I STRONGLY recommend you introduce alcohol at some point during the series. You will probably need it--republican-era dramas tend to be kiiiiind of brutal, and this is no exception.

Jennifer D

I've watched about half the season, then Life happened again and I got distracted and I've been meaning to get back to it so maybe I'll just try to watch it along with you. :)

Minerva Grey

Well this was an experience of how much do I remember the first episode :D and how much mandarin do I understand. °^^ You are absolutely allowed to gush about framing and camera angles and the cinematography ❀️ I don't mind, I actually find it kinda cool, because I am always like: "well, something's going to be revealed, something's off or mmmh, that seems to be revealing a future plot point" but I wouldn't know how it is actually, literally put into frame and the composition of everything to get that feeling. I only notice when it's really obvious. And it's cool to see the series through those eyes. Also, yes! Stunning sets! The costumes! I've only watched this series till episode 5, I think, and then I got distracted, but I'm looking forward to continue to watch it with you :D

Lisa Kleine

Love it! πŸ’œ

Lilah Kane

I absolutely love this show, and went on a tumblr spree about it for a good couple months after I finished it, so it's safe to say that I am VERY excited about it (I've said that on discord a couple of times already and I'm probably going to keep saying that πŸ˜‚)

Cendense

I'm really interested in this one. It has an interesting concept and I will definitely watch today.

Dana

OMG! I love this drama so much, and Mao Zijun is one of my favourite actors. I'd love to watch right now, but it's already past my bedtime.

Erin Hartley

I've heard so much about this show and you announcing you were going to watch it gave me the push to finally watch it. A few episodes in and loving it so far, and I appreciate you pausing and pointing out cinematography and such.

Anonym WLW

It was already said in Discord, but feel free to pause and talk about the cinematography, costumes, whatever else you want! We're all here to see your reactions, and I at least was going "I know right?!" at my screen every time you paused to appreciate things 😁

mirka

Looking forward to this 😊 I have already watch some of the episodes, but stoped when I heard you were going to watch it - this way I can watch with you. And this time I am watching you with sound on my iPad and the episode without sound on my tv, so I can hear you and read the subtitles. Workshop great so far πŸ˜„

Marie Nielsen

Wooo! Best show! So pretty!

Kansam

Planning to first-time watch along with you, so I'll go watch the ep and then this 😁. Fingers crossed for minimal student drop-ins and emails today lol

BCE


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