Small announcement regarding patreon

Heya there!
This post is a public announcement, but mainly directed at my patrons obviously.
I've decided to pause the patron billing for the time being.
I feel like I've been unhappy with my art for quite some time.
The last few images from last month I liked very much, but I feel like there's so much that I want to learn, but at the same time I feel like I don't want to dump you with just practice, be it sketches or fully coloured artworks.
I wanna try out more stuff, but I don't want to deliver sub-par artworks for my monthly patron stuff.
I was thinking for quite some time now if I should just close down patreon completely or do some changes once again and remove the voting for example, just do stuff that I would like to draw and thus put it in the rewards.
I feel like the voting puts so much pressure on me to deliver content, especially since I wanna move a bit away from R18 content and do more aesthetic art that I'm happy with as well as aesthetic lewd, but I have the feeling that there are these expectations put onto me, even if it's probably just me imagining things.

Another thing that I was thinking about was if I should move from patreon to pixiv fanbox, because I feel like sometimes my art could be considered against the ToS.
That's why I purposely tried to adjust my artstyle more to a mature bodytype, even though I really like petite bodytypes as well, which also resulted in me being somewhat unhappy with my art in general.

So, like I said in the beginning:
I'll pause the billing cycle for now and if I'll resume it in the future, I'll make an extra post regarding that.
Also, if I decide to unlaunch my patreon page and resume by switching to pixiv fanbox - because that might happen at some point - I would definitely make a post for that as well.

It's kinda funny, it's been a year since I've made the changes to my patreon, april being the month of the changes, and now I'll pause it again in april haha. >v<

Thank you for reading this through and being supportive towards me all the time!
I really do appreciate each and every one of you! ♥

PS:
Obviously the rewards for march will still be done and sent out at the end of this month!