Day 6
Added 2021-10-17 20:10:12 +0000 UTCI’ve been stuffing my face all day. From breakfast straight to lunch, from lunch to the beach where I ordered more food. On the way from the beach I got dinner number 1, then went out to get a proper dinner. I managed to eat 2 three-patty burgers and a regular burger plus a large fry in one sitting. My body turns electric when grease touches my lips, I’m constantly thinking about food, I’m pushing my limits and capacity at every meal. I noticed I waddle a bit more when I walk now, especially when I’m stuffed. I feel my weight weighing me down more. I feel heavier, sexier and hungrier. Seeing fatter guys than me now fills me with anger and jealousy. I want to be their size, and then some. A little part of me worries that I’m actually losing control. But full honesty — This feels better than anything I’ve ever felt. When your body turns you on, and food turns you on… life becomes a series of pleasure and mini orgasms. I feel like if a feeder got his hands on me I would obey every command and be so easily controlled and manipulated into eating and growing… like a hog.
