BB's Dirty Thoughts July 10

Let's talk about cocks.

Dicks, love-shafts, throbbing, aching members. Veined, sheathed or not, dripping with tart honey.

But more specifically, let's talk about the physically impossible, one of the more delightfully improbable, tongue-in-cheek aspects of penetration; the stomach bulge.

Now, there's a time and a place for reality, as well as the surreal and absurd, in pornography; I had a strong debate with myself whether I was going to discuss positions I love and how porn doesn't actually reflect reality too well (and how it really doesn't need to, provided that we as a species understand that Porn Isn't Reality- even though we often don't do too well at that and that's a Whole Thing), but Positions I Love will have to be saved for another post.

(We're talking the male arm around the female clavicle, face buried in the neck, both supporting and completely subjugating the penetrated, fucking her mercilessly from behind, but so tightly behind her that you can't actually pull out very much- it feels SO damn good and tends to not be portrayed very often because it doesn't have a lot of visual appeal, and humans are visual creatures.... but I myself am a very pavlovian creature, and seeing things I KNOW inspire pleasure makes for excellent visual material.... all this, for another time. It's the tousled hair, the out-of-her-mind expression, the well-prepared pussy getting all that nice stimulation against the gräfenberg spot...)

Ahem.

This, my darling, is for the utterly fantastical, the high fantasy, the completely biologically impossible and thusly taboo, the human mind's extension of Sexual Prowess and Power extended to it's natural conclusion, and that conclusion being some shade of nonsense.

Now, of course, it's not COMPLETELY ridiculous- for very small women and very endowed men, the outline of the phallus might be visible, and that's mega hot- that penetration of layers of sexual flesh. But let's be real- what's the most fun about this button is the totally biologically impossible, the gigantic phallus that comes up to her LUNGS. Some might like some stomach bulge, others taking it all the way to size difference, macro, and so forth.

What this is REALLY about is, of course, power. This is about the extension (ha) of male sexuality so huge, it's overwhelming. This is about the COMPLETELY fake idea that a phallus huge enough to cause significant damage to internal organs in reality, instead stretches and inspires incomprehensible, world-shattering pleasure.

And it's FUN. It's fucking fun. The idea of caressing a member inside you with your hands, causing pleasure on both sides is Nonsense and Totally debauched fun. Perhaps it's a little grotesque, but Sex is a little grotesque- it's raw, it's sticky, it's full of emotion and membranes. It's about the experience the individuals are having and the FEELINGS given by, not the rather straightforward biological reality.

And this kind of porn, while probably mostly written as male power fantasy, and thusly is For men, I gotta say, is ABSURDLY hot to women like me. I believe this is mostly coincidence- I would LOVE to see more bully bulge porn made for the female gaze. I can think of one work, Girlfriends Forever, that was done by Affect3D, that REALLY took it's time, showed slick and massive girlcock, took it's Honest To Goodness time preparing the taker orally, vaginally and anally, such that when she finally takes her by the head and plows her throat with it, it's SO fucking satisfying. And forget the beautiful, more realistic-ISH idea of cock bulging out her bellybutton- it's enough to make me come on the spot.

But the point stands, that women being able to get off to this is Mostly coincidental- I can think of Plenty of this stuff that's about "just look at how huge it is and it all goes in" and it doesn't do much for me. But when the woman goes out of her MIND with pleasure, drools and eyes go back into her head, if she's been Thoroughly prepped and is enjoying the ever loving bejesus out of it... if we really show off the phallus, and the man, futa or intersex woman wielding it... when we Really show the intimate parts of the flesh of the cock running along the underside of the clitoris, of seeing it pumped well and not just obnoxiously jackrabbited, but worked open until it can be RAMMED....

I've had a small couple of experiences I can relate this to, with lovers who have prepared me well, who were... /////abnormally////// endowed, and this experience is MIND blowing. Make no mistake, if a lover doesn't know what they're doing, or, more likely doesn't care about female pleasure enough to learn what actually works, this just hurts. It's no fun. Unexcited, my vaginal opening is 3, maybe 3.5 inches. Tiny. (Like men, the area engorges with blood when aroused. But we've been over this.) But there's something I can corelate this visual stimuli to more than just "eyes bigger than my stomach" (har de har) itis- it's.... overwhelming. It's like making love to the Sun. You kinda just have to take it, but with enough lubrication and preparation, you get beat up but Good.

I probably wouldn't be keen on this in a regular partner- takes a bit to get ready, and like many hot-blooded woman, sometimes I just want to Get To It. This is... not possible with something monstrous. When it comes to phalluses, there's a lot more valuable to what you Do with it, rather than size.

But in fantasy? In pixels and paint that need never feel pain and face no biological reality? We get to have the absurd, and shove it so far in she comes on the SPOT, and THEN we get to get to the fucking. It's a recipe for porn that has a woman drooling all over the camera and dripping cum down to her NECK as she's fucked upside down. Why NOT go to extremes? It's one the best delights of visual mediums, unchasened by reality's confines.

Plus, there's the areas where it overlaps with monsterfucking, and what romantic DOESN'T love the furious passion of the werewolf, the otherworldly, dominant mystere of the tentacle, the bestial primordialism of the orc, the impossible appetite of the giant? (Size difference porn- with fully grown women, mind, just lovers IMPOSSIBLY HUGE in body- do it for me. Do it for a lot of ladies I know. ;) ) Hell, in a very soon upcoming nerdy DnD project with some other sexy voice actors, I'm getting to portray a minotaur woman with a Big Ol Daddy Cock, and it's going to be Raucous fun to rail things with it. I can't say anything official, but the first episode gets shot later this month. <3 The BEAUTIFUL goddess and the sinister phantom, all lust, ferality, loneliness and pent up passion? Hell, I'm already thinking about writing that one.

Stomach bulges are hot.