BB's Dirty Thoughts 4-17

Instant Loss is the kind of thing one could only ever find on the internet- being so specific about a visual / art style kink is definitely in the arena of "Japanese fetishists getting REAL specific on what the turn-on here is".   

And good lord, did I have to throw my sheets in the wash this morning.   

I discovered it maybe 7-8 years back, and Immediately had a thing for it. I've never been a brat myself, or particularly enjoyed a woman giving a lot of trashy attitude... Except in this context. Specifically within the "I surrender!!! Give it to me, I LOVE your cock" context. Wild, Excessive sexual desire and eyes-rolling-back (what's up, ahegao) overwhelmed ecstasy, copious cum, the Whole thing.

I think the thing that I found the most interesting about it... was that I wanted to be the one doing the sloppy jackhammering.

Now, you all know at this point that I'm a cissexual woman (born with a gender identity matching my biological sex) and a big old queer (an orientation defined by gender fuckery) and a bisexual; whether this meant giving me futa status or temporarily having a male body, I didn't really care. All I knew was hearing a woman BEG me to cum in her, Especially after being all high and mighty and being a chore.... turning her into a cock-hungry slut strictly based on the Incredible fucking I'm giving her, pushes my BUTTONS. (It gave me a Distinct understanding of why men like hearing it! There's sexual prowess, pride, complete sexual dominance... makes PERFECT sense, guys-!)

The more depraved and sloppy, the more she loved it, the Hotter the fantasy was. Begging me to impregnate her, hearing her complete enthusiastic, depraved surrender, the more she drooled and spurted, the better.

Now, I can't say that it's strictly being in the giving role that does it for me... there's certainly a visual component that is decidedly Pavlovian. The classic images often depict male anatomy in detail, and thinking about being wildly stuffed with come is... ALSO very nice. Especially if I've relinquished control completely, or had it Wonderfully taken from me, pleasurably surrendering to the monster that's gonna have me no matter WHAT I do. Mindbreak might be a common kink, but goodness gracious do I have it in spades. Being made to take a pounding after ample preparation is enough to get my panties wet once more, and I already went Rounds last night, and this morning.

I honestly can't decide which I like more- watching a beloved pet absolutely loose their marbles and cum all over themselves, or be the one tied up or held in a mating press, eyes in the back of my head, unable to stop the endless gush of come spurted inside me, and not wanting to anyway, all other thoughts made void and blank.

All I know, is that exchange of power is what does it for me. Receiving a pounding is nice, having a woman beg for you is wonderful, but it's the Specific feral joy over superficial bratty attitude- turning someone being a pill into a completely wanton slut for you. Even I, a lady who doesn't generally enjoy bratty attitude (in myself or others), can't HELP but see what's so hot about it. I LOVE to tame a brat, when in the right mood. Especially if I can turn her into a helpless, cum-spurting ragdoll whose RAVENOUSLY in love with what I'm doing to her.

Those Mistress roots run deep.

(And while I might not be a brat myself, I am still perfectly capable of surrendering power completely to the right person- that kind of giving over is intoxicating.)

I imagine you lovely pervs are already significantly well aware of Instant Loss porn, but if you're not familiar, ABSOLUTELY look it up. It's.... delicious stuff. If you have a favourite artist or nsfw piece of this, drop it below-!