BB's dirty thoughts: Oct 24

CN: dubcon

Since we're in the spook month, let's discuss one of my kinks adjacent to teratophilia; breeding. Specifically, forced breeding.

**ALERT: no kink, act of sex or act of violence should EVER be committed on a non-consenting partner. Whatever Anyone does behind closed doors with other adults is entirely their business, provided that all are adults, and all have consented IN ADVANCE. If no safeword has been agreed upon for the receiver/sub, that scene is NOT safe. Do not Ever Ever Ever perform any kind of kinky, sexy or violent thing on another person without their advance consent. Violations of consent ARE sexual assault. Immersion is completely possible and safewords DO NOT ruin fun-time; handle that shit in advance, respect safewords, and you're gold.***

Let me be clear: we're delving into some kinky territory, aka, something I'm particularly into and thusly am explicitly consenting to. When engaging in this territory in real life whatsoever, I do it with advance negotiation and with a partner I trust to respect my safewords. Typically, I'm just looking at visual smut that I happen to enjoy.

The idea of a mate- beast- monster- man- doesn't matter as long as there's a thick cock involved- so fucking ravenous that they grab their prey, use them like breeding stock, and don't stop even when their mind is broken? Hello, waterfalls of drool. I'm particularly fond of seeing their beautiful victim- female, male, I have different moods- bound, in stocks, or some sort of breeding facility, or even compromised in their own bed- but some form of bondage involved. The stimulus of not being able to stop the predator even if you wanted to...

Now, let me be clear; what does it for me visually is not prey that looks like they're hating it, crying, wanting to escape. That does diddly squat for me. What I want to see is RAVENOUS consent, loving the actual hell out of it, eyes in the back of the head (ahegao!), overwhelmed with pleasure. Even in the coercion/dubcon territory (mouth says I shouldn't like this but I love it anyway), the sort of content that gets to me is erotic terror and Overwhelming pleasure and consent; I don't want to see my victims in non-consenting pain. What I LOVE to see is a round belly stuffed with cum, or the indentation of her monster's cock in her belly, eyes in the back of her head, twitching from countless orgasms, cum pouring out of Every orifice and I do mean Every. (There's something steamy hot about watching something that Absolutely Would Not Fit in reality shoved up a lady's ass; I think it's the sensation denial of the otherwise pleasurable penis-in-vulva... but sensation denial is a subject for another day. ;) )

Today, I found a piece of smut that had "don't go unconscious on me now" that pressed my buttons Hard. That kind of pleasurable overwhelm from a dominant, forced to cum till my options are pass out or go love-drunk on cock, mindbroken... that's some intense territory, right there.

And in an entirely separate mood, there are times I long to be the monster. My prey, ravaged, flushed, drooling, preferably their clothing soiled with their own fluids, eyes closed hard or rolled back... twitching with more satisfaction than could ever be given to them by their human mates. All the BETTER if it's something they're unaccustomed to, or wouldn't be caught DEAD saying aloud, but secretly have been craving so badly... you can probably get where I'm going with this. Much like many bisexual women, I have cravings to do this to female partners in a way a penis-haver could probably relate to, but there's also a desire to do it to men. Twitching and begging me to stop (but not ignoring safewords, of course) going completely ignored, torturing peak after peak till I have a blissfully mind-broken sweetheart on my hands, completely broken to my will and made a loveslave... oh, there are certainly moods for that.

Thus is the wonderful experience of being human; we contain multitudes.