Hallo my frens.
I am back on my baubles with another video. The Action 52 nearly killed me, that video was exhausting to make! But here we are, now hopefully I never have to mention the Action 52 ever again.
The last month has been one of the worst mental health breakdowns of my life. It wasn't triggered by anything, it was just a long time coming. To be blunt, I have PTSD - and sometimes, something as simple as a nightmare reliving certain incidents is enough to get the ball rolling so to speak. And when that happens, if I can't go stay with my family then things get unsafe. I wasn't able to do that in this instance because my car was shagged. It is no longer shagged btw, but when I got it un-shagged I was already at the very bottom of the depression pit and could barely leave the house.
I am now doing better, and I just want to thank you all for being so patient and understanding. I didn't want this mental health breakdown to ruin everything, so I kept on with making videos even though I haven't been streaming. My friend JJ, who has been excellent at being my PA, has been keeping me updated with the happenings of you lot even though I have gone days without being able to respond to her. I am also still hoping to have an album of music done by the 20th of this month (as I promised my stream viewers!) but it all has to be at a slow pace.
My next video is nearly done too - won't tell you what it is yet, but let's just say...viewers of my streams were suitably horrified by it. This obviously means YIS MAKE A VIDEO.
Love love love x
Octy
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