Lunar Wildling

Rebelling

Added 2020-01-24 12:52:36 +0000 UTC

I am rebelling against the idea that, in order to be supported and valued, I must be constantly producing.

I have gone quiet on here for the last week or so, and I thank those of you who chose to keep supporting me. Who chose to show up, understanding that we all need to take breaks from “hustling”.

For a while, I was producing so much content. And it was exciting, life-giving, nourishing. For a while. Then, I started to feel an aching hollowness when I would begin a photo shoot. I found myself feeling uninspired and disillusioned. I think I knew it then, too, but I didn't want to believe it—I was burnt out, and disconnected from my soul purpose. I wasn't taking time to be in solitude and quietude. The unique messages that I was meant to be sharing with the world were piling up like a Download Queue, without a clear server to usher them through. And I felt it, saw it reflected in the images I was creating. There was a dullness and dimness clouding my eyes.

I can promise you one thing: I am here to share my authentic self with you. This will inevitably include important periods of rest and time away. In the last week, I have reconnected so deeply to myself. Cleared the overwhelming static, noise, and distraction of social media usage and become open + receptive to the messages that are uniquely for me. (And for others tuned in to the same frequencies - but that’s a post for another time). And I am excited to share them with you.

I am not here to churn out content ceaselessly, or solely showcase erotic content. Those things are but toys in a kiddie pool, and I am here to swim deep with you.