I've come to terms with it
Added 2024-09-07 01:46:07 +0000 UTC"Oh! Well aren't you sweet. I appreciate your offer to help, I just don't know if there's much you can do for me at this point. I'm not used to people caring, most try to avoid me like I'm contagious or something. In any case, I've pretty much accepted what's happening to me at this point, there's only one way this ends. I'll putter around and do what I can for the next few weeks, as long as I'm on two legs and can speak...there'll be that awkward period where I'm too much of an animal to carry on like normal, but too big to go live with my own kind...but I'll manage, one day at a time. And after a certain point, no one will be able to tell me apart from any other rat. I'll forage, eat, sleep, fuck...it's not how I saw my life turning out, but...it'll be liberating, in a sense. I try to stay positive.
Brave? You think I'm brave? I don't know, I don't have much choice, do I? It's fine. I'll be fine, because I have to be. Yeah, I'll take a hug from a stranger, I don't get a lot of human contact anymore. Might be my last hug, haha.
I guess if there's anything I can ask you to do for me...it'd be to remember me."
