F, end of year thing! Written post!

I have like 3 of those paper towels still on the mini shelf omg.

You guys helped so much, I'll try to compose something to remind you...I don't see 2020 as a complete loop on new years day...it feels like a loop would be in March...or from Oct actually.

Either way, reminder the charge thing is coming! I don't want anyone to feel obligated. I got a lot from you all already! Since we're picking up pieces and honestly breaking up more soon just to put back together in a way (move,new job,etc etc that I see coming) it's gonna be hard but nowdays is my fav stream and chill time, so lemme see what I can do!

Starlight is happy af too with what you guys could do. Damian Black helping with the cane in spring/summer, setsuneW with help for pill cases and aid with circulation boots, Keifox with a seat cover for roller, and a couple others I cant name for privacy reason with store credits and gift cards....... um... It feels so good but at the same time I feel lowsey that as the major provider, I had to ask for help, I never ask for help EVER. What makes me feel better is that it's the GOOD people who can help that have been here rooting for us.

The stuff you guys helped with gives you a taste of what it takes to be an artist...with gear and supplies and tools and all that, its monsterous, but it's what I put money to, not fancy eating or gaming or trips or entertainment,cars, sports,concerts,Disney world where others usually do, I CHOSE to put it into stuff you all see, physical or even digital, tangible and real. I know a couple of you on that same path, and super serious about it! You're a big part of it now, in many ways, so you GET it.

I'm gonna keep working hard. I had to drop the purple outfit cuz no supplies and space atm, it was not serious so meh. I did have to buy more orange velvet to fix a segmented and broken foxy skin.... I messed up the first replacement and my size changed a bit. Things like that! But also helps with 200$ electric bill oooh lala