UPDATE - FOOD POISONING
Added 2019-08-20 12:19:18 +0000 UTCI'm sorry about the absence of any videos or updates over the weekend. The plan was to upload the next 2 HxH videos on Saturday. I became extremely sick and was hospitalised. I'm feeling much better but still feeling it slightly. If I come around in the next couple of hours, I'll try and get those next 2 videos out for you tonight. If not, they'll be up tomorrow.
Apologies guys, I know that I have completely dropped the ball these last couple months and it feels like their is an excuse every week. I promise I'll make it up ❤
Comments
I think it may have been Chicken. I'm positive it wasn't anything I had at home. But I did go out for a meal and it was a platter full of chicken. The wings didn't seem right so I think it was from those.
SirMonkeySuit
2019-08-24 23:04:59 +0000 UTCWhat food was it?
Tyrone Tyrone
2019-08-24 20:39:56 +0000 UTCMan, food poisoning is no joke, I'm glad you're feeling better. In any case, didn't you say you just returned to work a couple of months back? I mean, you would know best exactly how much of a workload you can handle, but personally I figured that trying to keep that same schedule while also adding work into the mix was a bit too much of an ask. So I was kind of expecting you to turn down the uploads somewhat, rather than just increasing the amount of pressure on yourself.
Eugene
2019-08-21 09:49:33 +0000 UTCDon't worry about it, just focus on getting yourself feeling better, that's the important thing :) Life has a way of being subversive and our plans don't always work out, we know you are trying <3
Serodin
2019-08-20 23:02:51 +0000 UTCJust focus on getting well, we're not going anywhere :) Regarding feeling like you do nothing but make excuses: I know it's much easier said than done but do try to not put yourself down for it. I too recently had a time where I kept promising too much and weren't able to live up to it over an extended period of time (in my case due to some mental health issues), and trust me when I say that putting too much blame on yourself for it only makes it worse. Of course you can try to think of ways to not repeat past mistakes and so on (when applicable, of course something like food poisoning can't really be avoided in that sense) but NEVER think you are a worse person for failing. It doesn't help and only serves to make you feel worse, making you output even worse results, making you feel even worse still, and suddenly you're trapped in a downwards spiral. Now I have no idea if the above even applies to you (like I said this particular case of food poisoning is something that can happen to anyone out of nowhere) but I do worry that you will eventually burn out if you keep up having a schedule that is busier than you can handle (both in real life and online) while constantly having to apologize for not managing to keep it. If my worries are unfounded, then great :)
Simon Ovesen
2019-08-20 17:04:27 +0000 UTCThank you for understanding and your support, it means a lot.
SirMonkeySuit
2019-08-20 12:28:44 +0000 UTChey Zappy, it is alright. those of us who want to continue supporting you will remain Patreons. i know i’m new in the game, but i love your thoughts and analysis. what truly matters is tt you rest up well, my friend, and recover fully. i, for one, will wait patiently. take care alright?
Kittyora Kiyora
2019-08-20 12:23:31 +0000 UTC
