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End of July Update.

Hey guys, how are you all doing? Let me start by apologizing for the lack of content this month. Last week I was basically at a breaking point with work/streaming. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't focus on anything. My streams have become worse and worse for my mood, as well. I decided to take an actual break, and for the past two-ish weeks, I've been spending a lot of time in the real world. I don't know if I'm completely refreshed or ready to start working again, but I'm gonna take a few more days before I start up again. Things have been fabulous in my personal life, and I'm probably the happiest I've been in years. I'm going to try my best soon to apply that to making content again. Thank you guys so much for all your support on all of my platforms. I hope you've all been doing well, in these very hot times.

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Im just glad to support you regardless of if i see content pop up or not :)

DiddlyDaddlyDoo

Well since you ask, things have been pretty "hit and miss" lately. Had to take my dog to the vets (thankfully he's doing good just a case of "kennel cough" he caught from another dog) and haven't really been feeling that good myself, but I'm not dead so that's something to build on at least. Wow! It's nice to talk and just get this off my chest and....what?....Oh....You were just being polite. Sorry! My bad. What was the question again? In all seriousness though if you find making content/streaming makes you miserable but your personal life is the best it's ever been maybe there's a correlation there you need to address? On the surface it's a simple dilemma to resolve but I suspect there are nuances and variables that complicate matters because life is never simple. I'm sure this next part will piss you off but these days I can't be sycophantic with a straight face anymore so this may come across as very blunt. I had dropped my support mainly because of the lack of content but I felt that was a little harsh so it's reinstated (for now) albeit at the lower tier. I figured that was a fair way to kind of "split the difference" I guess! The problem with the higher tier is the only perk associated with it is the ITS videos and they don't seem to have any kind of regularity to the release to justify them as consistent perks (at least not recently.) This is just a observation not a judgement. I don't make content so I can't claim to know what goes into the process it's not something I particularly care about tbh. Bottom line: If you do make more content then great! If not, then it is what it is. I'm sure you'll be fine whatever you decide to do (unless you become a vtuber! Christ almighty! That would be a huge step down from content creator!) I'm aware this may come across as a little curt and cynical but the truth is I actually think very highly of you, I respect your opinion and as a consequence of that I think it would be a disservice to be less than honest with you (even if it isn't always positive feedback) Give me a shout if you ever get that Burnout video released! It's got "Magnum Opus" written all over it, that one!


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