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Episode 205: Son and Husband at the Same Time 

The OnlyLens business was something Ko Joo-hee had brought up as a joke. But I hadn’t been slacking off; I’d occasionally researched it online and found out it’s a platform that attracts way more money than I’d imagined. 

For example, there was a model who had been on OnlyLens for two years. Her verified two-year profit was 80.13 million dollars over 100 billion won in earnings. And that was without even hardcore porn-level nudity. 

An annual income of 50 billion won is at the level of America’s top sports stars, like LeBron James or Curry, so it was even more shocking. That an ordinary online model could match the yearly income of a world-famous sports star who plays 82 games a year. 

Here’s another example: a Twitch streamer who was famous for swimsuit streams. Once she started OnlyLens and began undressing, men desperate to see a celebrity's naked body handed over 100 billion won in four years. 

When a man is ruled by his dick, when he stops thinking with his brain and starts thinking with his balls, he can’t resist temptation and opens his wallet. 

Sexy things make money! Even the fact that YouTube’s origin story is about wanting to see a female singer’s exposed boobs is telling. Moreover, OnlyLens has a highly favorable split for content creators, 80:20. The fact that all the top AV sites basically turned into previews for actresses' OnlyLens pages proves how dominant it’s become. 

But  

“Of course, it’s not like we could make that much.” 

“Why not?” 

Ko Joo-hee, who’d been listening with sparkling eyes, looked a bit disappointed and puzzled as she spoke. 

“We’re Asian. We don’t have much access to the Western market.” 

“Ahh…” 

Westerners prefer porn starring white or Black performers; demand for Asians is lower. Of course, a lot of Koreans also use OnlyLens and some Koreans make good money with it…but that’s still rare. 

Fortunately, OnlyLens isn’t the only option. 

“There are similar sites too. I found one called SecretFans.” 

“What’s that?” 

“It’s a Japanese company. It’s mostly first-person POV pay-per-view porn, with tons of Japanese users and is better for Asians.” 

“Oh, SecretFans I use it all the time. That uploader Kuso, he fucks all these amazing bodies non-stop.” 

“Yeah, leave it to you to know all the tissue-using stuff.” 

“Heheh.” 

Just as expected, Kyu-tae, who watched a lot of porn, jumped into the conversation. Well, even I used to be pretty familiar with this stuff until last year. 

Like he said, Kuso is the top uploader a guy who I’m honestly jealous of, sleeping with and filming all kinds of women with insane figures and making tons of money. 

“I like Full Moon Girl best out of the ones on there.” 

“Yeah, me too. Her body is insane.” 

Kyu-tae and I were getting excited at sharing names we recognized, and Joo-hee, not knowing much as a woman, asked with curiosity: 

“Kuso? Isn’t that a swear word?” 

“Yeah, but it’s a nickname. He’s an amateur male actor posting to SecretFans, screwing all kinds of women and uploading it. Isn’t that the kind of model we should be following?” 

These days, this type of content seems even more popular than traditional AV. Many established AV actors are leaving to do OnlyLens or SecretFans. 

Basically, amateur, raw content makes more money than professionally shot AV by major companies. This is because the old AV industry is structured so that the production and distribution company grabs most of the profit, not the actors. 

But on these platforms, where you can sell direct download content, there’s no middleman, just creator-to-customer. 

“Heheh. I never thought about it this seriously. I guess you really are a digital… something major?” 

“Big data applications… but that’s not why, really.” 

“Anyway, I just thought it’d be good for some pocket money if I’m already having sex and filming with you guys.” 

“Me too. But it turns out you can make way more than just pocket money.” 

I thought the same way as Joo-hee. 

Either way, 

there’s no going back for me. 

Even if I wasn’t naïve, I used to be much more innocent. 

But now? I’ve slept with my mom, slept with my younger sister, and don’t care what slut I fuck, including girls like Joo-hee. 

And, honestly, I like the current me better. 

Life’s short. You only live once. Why not maximize your pleasure? 

And for men, the greatest pleasure is sex. 

Fortunately I didn’t even know it myself I was blessed with a big dick and abnormal stamina. 

It would’ve been a waste not to use what I’m best at to make money. 

Of course, just because we said we’d do OnlyLens doesn’t mean we started right away. 

It’s not a huge deal, but as soon as you decide to turn sex with women from just a pleasure hobby into something like a job for money, it suddenly feels different. 

…Like starting studies fresh from today? No, it always turns into “tomorrow.” 

“So, let’s plan to seriously shoot sometime. If Kyu-tae keeps editing the videos, we’ll post them to the sext account and maximize promotion, and we’ll also open a YouTube channel to pull in even more potential customers with clickbait.” 

“And then upload the links all at once when it’s live?” 

“Yep.” 

Like I said before, in the OnlyLens business, the people who make the really big money are already well known. 

That Twitch streamer who made 100 billion won in four years. Because she was already top-tier, there were tons of men who wanted to see the “naked body of someone I recognize.” 

No one cares if an unknown just jumps in from nowhere. 

“So let’s brainstorm publicity more and I’ll head out now.” 

“Eh? You’re not going to fuck me?” 

“Please. Why do I have to fuck you every time I see you?” 

“Meanie…” 

“Go sleep with Kyu-tae.” 

Sex today: 2 times. The rest I planned to take care of at home. 

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Maybe it’s just a tipsy thought, but lately my behavior feels like a cat or dog marking its territory. 

In the animal world, males mate with multiple females in their territory. 

Seeing my girlfriend, college senior, Joo-hee, even my mom and younger sister for the first time in a while  

I realized I regularly “mate” with these females, almost like a lion patrolling his pride and having his way with the lionesses. 

And the ones I care about most are at home. 

“Mom, I’m home~” 

“You’re late. Did you drink?” 

“Yeah, had a few drinks with friends.” 

“I thought you’d stay out.” 

It was 4 a.m. 

But now that Mom’s become a full-fledged internet streamer, her hours have flipped and she’s a complete night owl. 

So she was up and happy to see me, even at this hour. 

“Did you drink a lot?” 

“No, just a little. Where’s Mihyun?” 

“She’s sleeping.” 

“Oh… Mom, were you streaming until just now?” 

“Yeah, it ran really late.” 

“Can’t be helped. You’ve been getting tons of viewers since the other day.” 

A week ago, I made Mom stream with an anal plug. Her embarrassed face and the occasional moans must have been too real… 

The reaction was incredible. 

Her subscribers have doubled in just one week. 

“Hehe, thanks to me, right?” 

“What are you on about… Should I make you some hangover soup?” 

“Hangover soup?” 

“Instant pollack soup. It’s quick.” 

“I’d appreciate it.” 

“Then sit at the table. Mom will make it.” 

“Okay~” 

I sobered up a lot on the walk over, but a little buzz remained. Mom, wanting to take care of me, started making hangover soup in the middle of the night. 

I sat at the table watching her back. 

Mom… 

When I think about it, from the moment I hit puberty, I grew up watching Mom and Dad have sex. My first love, my first woman, was basically her. 

I tried to convince myself it was wrong to see my mom as a woman and forced myself to look at her just as my mother, 

but earlier this year thanks to someone that thin “line” was shattered. 

So now, it’s complicated. 

On one hand, I love Mom as her son, 

but on the other hand, as a man, I love her as a woman. 

And sometimes, for my own perverse desires, I purposely dominate and train her roughly, like a slave, using her as a toy for release. 

Sometimes I act as her son, 

sometimes as a gentle lover, 

sometimes as an SM player. 

But those feelings don’t exist as separate lines  

sometimes they blend together and become something twisted, like a watercolor. 

Yeah. 

Even now… 

Those two feelings coexist. 

I felt grateful and a little guilty that Mom was making soup for me in the middle of the night as her son. 

But at the same time, 

as a male, I was turned on like an animal by her broad, womanly hips. 

Ugh! 

The more I examined it, the stranger this relationship seemed. 

And it wasn’t just one-sided  

I think Mom felt the same complicated feelings about me. 

“Mom. Do you ever think about Dad?” 

“Huh? Why?” 

“Well… none of us have ever visited him, not once, right?” 

“…” 

No matter how much of a jerk Dad was, 

he’s still Dad. 

But no one in our family ever visited him. 

Of course, with Mom clinging to Gwak Young-chul, she had no reason to want to see him, 

but even Mihyun and I… 

I felt a bit guilty. 

“Do you miss Dad?” 

“…Not really.” 

“I don’t. All he ever did was make me suffer and fool around.” 

Mom answered without looking back, very firmly. 

… 

Hmm… 

Then, acting on impulse, I got up from the table and hugged Mom from behind. 

“Mom. Should I be your husband instead?” 

“…What?” 

“Well… you don’t need Dad anymore, do you? So… I’ll be your son and your husband both.” 

Did she think I was being shameless? Arrogant? 

But she didn’t push my arms away. 

Hmmm… 

I once read a thesis on incest. It said that mother-son incest is the most common instance of family incest. 

And yet, it’s also the least reported. 

In short… 

Incest itself is abnormal, 

but if it does happen, 

the mother-son pair are statistically the most compatible match. 

The famous Oedipus complex, right? 

Now people say it’s nonsense, bad research, 

but even now, as Mom makes soup for me, 

what I feel is a mix of seeing her as my mother and as a wife. 

“…Forget the soup… Want to go to the bathroom?” 

… 

Of course… it’s natural for a husband to have sex with his wife.