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EP.188 Taming the Next Saint (8)

The treatment I received from Choi Si-hyun brought about a remarkable change.

It was similar to the time I first met Ariel, a holy knight, and received good energy from her.

Just sitting next to her, holding hands, would calm my mind and stabilize my body.

In the past, after Seri returned to the temple, Prin would cling to Ariel's side until late at night, never letting go.

Looking back, it was a selfish act.

Ariel, who was here to guard the mansion, needed personal time, but Prin insisted on staying by her side for her own comfort.

If only Prin had realized her actions were wrong back then, but she didn't understand until after Ariel left the mansion.

A great regret formed.

Unfortunately, by that time, Seri had also left Prin's side, and no news came from her.

It wasn't until after those important people left that Prin realized she had been expecting someone to stay by her side forever.

She thought it was strange to wish for that, but why hadn't she understood it back then?

Prin concluded that it was due to her upbringing environment.

Since childhood, Seri had always been by her side, and during her training to become a saint, she lived under the attention and expectations of many people.

It was plausible that she didn't question it because of that life.

However, the regret grew too large to blame her environment.

Both Seri and Ariel eventually left Prin, seemingly tired of her.

So, Prin longed for the opportunity to make new friends, but the possibility was slim.

After Ariel left, Prin's health worsened, and she spent most of her time indoors, unable to even go to the garden.

There were no visitors, and the holy knights guarding the mansion showed no interest in her.

The only contact was with her sister, Aris, who spent most of her time at the temple and occasionally sent brief letters.

Initially, Prin felt a bit disappointed that Aris didn't visit despite the end of the hero party's mission.

However, that feeling didn't last long.

Compared to her past life as a bad girl, this lonely time was relatively short.

Prin then waited quietly for Seri and Ariel to visit again, thinking that this loneliness might last forever.

It was during this time that she realized some desires in life are unattainable.

She also empathized with the content of the romance novels Seri had given her.

"Seri told me to be careful when reading this book."

It was very lewd, so she shouldn't let her family know.

If she read it consistently, she might feel a new, sweet sensation and want to imitate the acts in the novel, so she should do it secretly under the covers.

Seri seemed to expect Prin to become addicted to masturbation through these novels.

Prin read them diligently, hoping for the same experience.

"Seri said that maybe you'll get married someday, and it's good to have some curiosity about sex. Just don't get too engrossed in these lewd acts."

However, no matter how much she read, Prin couldn't understand why they were considered lewd.

Intellectually, she understood, but her body didn't react.

The stories were about a high-ranking princess and prince's love, which was both fairy-tale-like and lewd.

In public, they were noble figures, but in private, they used coarse language and explored each other.

There were scenes of masturbation with dildos, oral sex, and various sexual positions.

The most intense scene was a breeding press, where the prince filled the princess's womb with semen until she was fully satisfied.

The princess's body would convulse, her eyes would roll back, and her vagina would twitch with every breath, squirting fluids.

[Oc...♥ Ungo...♥ Ja...jaji...♥ Jaji...♥]

Even on the verge of fainting, the princess would sniff the prince's erect penis like a pig, licking it wildly with her tongue.

Thanks to these vivid descriptions, Prin could imagine the scenes clearly.

Yet, she felt nothing.

It was the same with any other lewd novel.

Seri had warned about the dangerous sensations, but Prin's body never responded.

After reading dozens of novels, all she gained was knowledge of lewd expressions and acts.

It seemed like useless knowledge, both now and in the future.

Naturally, Prin's body had health issues, making pregnancy difficult, and she had no libido.

Even if she pretended to be a good wife, her body couldn't satisfy her husband.

So, Seri's ideal outcome was something Prin could never achieve.

However, it wasn't the worst result.

At least Prin could maintain the facade Aris had suggested in her letters.

Aris always warned Prin to be cautious around men.

Everyone would target Prin's body, so she should always be on guard.

Aris hoped they could live together as a family.

Prin understood Aris's concerns.

The men in the novels seemed to love large breasts the most.

Almost every lewd scene involved sucking breasts and constantly fondling them during sex.

So, Prin decided to live as Aris suggested.

She thought no man would genuinely like someone like her.

Certainly.

"Why is my body like this?"

Before meeting Choi Si-hyun, Prin felt this way.

Suddenly, her body changed.

Her heart would pound, and she felt strange sensations below.

Her vagina wasn't wet, but she could sense reactions whenever she met his gaze.

During treatment, when her breasts were touched, these reactions continued.

The next day, after exposing her private parts, she realized her uterus was responding.

Her womb was pounding at the sight of his large penis hidden under his clothes.

The sensation was new and pleasant, and soon she found herself enjoying his penis.

Prin finally realized she wasn't fit to be a saint.

She couldn't be a saint if she couldn't control her feelings for one person.

It was both sad and relieving.

Since she wasn't a saint, she could freely indulge in lewd acts.

Aris sat quietly on the sofa, watching Prin.

The previous day, Prin had been too weak to leave her bed, but now she was sitting in the living room for dinner.

"Ah, Ariel unnie."

"Yes?"

"May I... stay like this a bit longer? If it bothers you, I'll stop..."

"It's not bothersome at all. You can stay by my side like before, holding hands all day."

"Really?"

"Of course. I told the knight about you, and he knows how much I praised you."

"I-I heard... that you praised me a lot..."

Aris fell into thought.

"There are good things about becoming his bitch..."

Aris acknowledged this.

With her body controlled by his magic, she could distinguish between women who had received the same magic.

So, Aris was relieved to see Prin unaffected.

Even though Choi Si-hyun visited Prin's room frequently and stayed for long periods, Aris didn't sense any of her magic in Prin.

This proved Prin was still Aris's dear sister, not Choi's bitch.

"I did well to use the magic differently."

Aris had injected magic into Prin to suppress her libido completely.

Seeing its effect, Aris felt reassured.

"Prin-nim."

"Ah... Knight...!"

"I heard you were looking for me."

"Yes... I have something to tell you privately..."

"Let's go over there."

Aris felt somewhat relieved seeing Prin with Si-hyun.

Even someone like Si-hyun, who had freely taken many bitches, seemed unlikely to force himself on innocent Prin.

"Maybe... there's a chance."

Aris made a firm resolve.

She would protect Prin at all costs.

Prin moved to a private spot with Si-hyun.

"Knight."

Standing in front of Si-hyun, Prin smiled shyly and pulled down one of her shoulder straps.

As the strap slid down, her large breasts jiggled once.

"Tomorrow, I'm supposed to learn how to kiss... Can you teach me here? I really want to try it..."

Her face turned red as she looked up at Si-hyun.

"I couldn't wait... ♡"