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[ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God 🔸 1

This AU is NOT about angst, actually far from it!! Surprisingly though, it all came up after this extremely angsty comic... 

Can't wait to show you moreeee!! And I really hope you'll enjoy 💕

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Now rambling a bit about HOW GREAT DRAWING THIS MADE ME FEEL!! Yes I cried real tears after asking for sad playlists on Discord to put me in the mood and people delivered - I think I've also cried the day after while inking because I had to mimic Zhongli's expressions 😂
But working on putting those emotions on canvas really felt like learning to speak again - not like learning another language, but rediscovering the world through the communication of these emotions. I feel like it's beyond I can put into words, so sorry if it doesn't make much sense. 

The point is, I started doing art because I aimed to make the audience feel emotions, and I strive to get better and better!! I keep focusing on expressions, body language, gestures, colors (← still what I such the most at), composition... NSFW was my favorite thing to draw because emotions during sex are strong, and they were a challenge to draw!  
As I've been growing as an artist thanks to your support, you gave me the opportunity to explore various styles which mean different ways of depicting emotions, and now spacing into completely new emotions with those tools I acquired feels amazing!! I don't know how else to describe it, it's just AMAZING!!

So this is why I hope you enjoyed the comic (angst aside, I totally understand if it's not your thing) - it would mean I achieved my goal. In any case, thank you for simply making the attempt possible!! 🙇‍♂️💜💜💜

[ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God 🔸 1 [ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God 🔸 1 [ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God 🔸 1 [ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God 🔸 1 [ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God 🔸 1

Comments

“A heart of stone is a heart nonetheless” 🩶

Angel

Aaah thank you so much!! Happy you liked both episodes so far 💚 Somebody expressed interest to write fics based on this AU and I really look forward to it 💜💜💜

KiraShion

omg words can’t describe how precious and painful this idea is to me! you did this and the second part too well 😭😭😭 i hope someone writes something inspired by this (with your permission of course) ❣️❣️

kacchaos

No problem its just so good 💕

Disong

Yess!! I can't tell when tho, don't want to force myself on it so it'll have to wait 🙈

KiraShion

Will we get more of this? I love it so much

Disong

This is so good and sad at thw same time (´;ω;`) omg modern Baizhu looks cute. Hopefully, there's continuation for this

Mafuchan

It would be so awesome if you gave your modern AU baizhu some kind of mobility aid like a cane!! (hes just like me fr…)! I loved your foray into sfw comics this is so amazingly good and modern au baizhu is sexy 🥰

reid

PLEASE I AM LITERALLY BEGGING FOR THIS TO CONTINUE OHMYGODDDD

Rayn

This is so incredible I'm actually so hyped for more!!

Junschea

Omg this was so good I definitely teared up!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 you did the emotions so well

Risa

SOOOOO GOOD IM 😭😭😭 i love every flavor of this type of AU 💕🕺🏽

clowntown

i would die for a continuation of this 🩷🩷

vinny

Also fun coincidence, this story looks to be similar to two fanfics of mine that I wrote, one where zhongli turns himself and childe to stone after childe dies and one in present-day liyue where childe was reincarnated and is a college student and morax, who's now 7000-ish, finds him

LavastormSW

Whelp I wasn't expecting to cry in the middle of the day but HERE WE ARE- Fr tho holy shit, this is so good and I'm so excited to see more of this story!!

LavastormSW

WHAT HAPPENED TO HI???? HOW ARE YOU??? 🥹 (your love for this shines through and I'm on the edge of my seat waiting for more)

Vual

This is so beautiful. It hit right in the feels. I can't wait to see more of it.

sunny_juni

Thank you so much for this, it's beautiful 💚

Bagginsbabe

The first page broke my heart the last page restored it, watered my flowers, cleared my skin and gave me hope! Awesome work!

Jakulaari

Oooh I can't wait to see where this goes- I'm very intrigued!!

Worrrmy

Do you know what I absolutely love? When someone creates art (Be it in drawing, writing, cosplay, etc. etc.) to show others and the love the creator has for a piece is also very notable. Reading about how much this made you feel (And uh hey I need to find those sad playlists too because I love me a good sad playlist lol) really showcased how far you’ve come with everything you’ve done and how much you’ve enjoyed the journey thus far. I hope you realize that we will forever be cheering you on and love experiencing the journey alongside you. It’s truly an honor. Now to speak about this absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking piece. I am a hopeless romantic. I will forever be one. I love seeing art, reading fics and such of fluff and all that jazz. But seeing something like this really does convey emotions beyond anything as well and it’s thought provoking and wonderful. To imagine falling for someone whose time is limited in such a way would never be easy. But you can’t help love, especially when given the opportunity, you want to cherish and experience it to the fullest. Being assured that Baizhu had such a good time with the life he had left is such a nice thought. And then you see Zhongli and how much it pains him to see his beloved like that. How many times has he had to see loved ones leave him, how many times can one’s heart break so? The dialogue you put for this, and the angle you drew of him crying. The ring on his hand, the lip bite, the outright desperation of helplessness and sadness combined. It really hits hard. And let me just tell you that I am a sucker for reincarnation, second chances, and such. I foam at the mouth at the design you did for our pretty-haired green man even as I do my best not to cry (AGAIN) at the statue. Why did you have to hit even harder with the plaque?? The words, “Experiencing feelings like the humans” stabbed me right through the heart (Yes, I zoomed in). Anyway, I’ve gone off on a tangent (Like usual, sorry) but thank you for this. It’s perfection and I can’t wait to see more :D (Now if you'll excuse me, I need more tissues)

Jennoasis

this is gorgeous and in ready to cry at 5am and also have you heard ‘my heart is buried in venice’ because i can’t help but think of it seeing this artwork

Macka

Oh wow. I need this au explained!!

FernandoDoesLaundry

i cried. and also got inspired.

Bxnny

I really enjoy your nsfw art because you are good at capturing those raw emotions. But I LOVE your comics. I’m crazy in love for the way you’re telling the stories, capturing the emotions … it doesn’t need words, honestly. The art speaks for itself and i’m very grateful I get to witness this development of yours.

Tsui

I love angst so much, and you delivered. 💖

Kaydances

THIS WAS SO AMAZINGLY EXECUTED I LOVE THIS

maki

Oh ist so... 😭😭😭

PrincessMorgan

I love the plaque too. I can make most of it out

Disong

Omg i usually hate angst but this is nice

Disong

OH MY LORD OF LORDS I NOW HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES AND I'M COMPLETELY LEFT SPEECHLESS ABT THIS ART. YOU DID SO WELL! I can't wait for more 😭😭😍😍😍😍

saintonia

I can't stop staring at the panel with his hand on his face. My heart 🥲

Renjamin

Omg! This is an amazing concept! 💖

aworldfulloffireflies

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

✨Jei✨

holy HOLY! OMG you did amazing kira <3 i love it!

Nandolicious

HOOOLY. I was NOT ready for this at all. This is amazing my gods

Gloomy

OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS CONCEPT!!!!!! I'm so excited to see where this goes

Annie Jecho~

Omg, such a golden concept! It had to be very educational and new experiences I am happy for you, omg 🥹

Tsuyami

omg I'm in love with this concept

Gray Mongrel

NOOOOOO I NEED MORE OF THIS !!!! NOT THE CLIFFHANGERRRR 😭😭😭

Echo~

I wasn’t rdy to cry today

Leon

HAHA 🥲🥲🥲🥲

Meggo


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